I've begun to feel so confused about being confused about my sexuality since January of 2011. Up until half way through 2011, I joined this dating site where I hoped to find some guy whom I could experiment my sexuality with. Found less than a handful, & one day I found Adam, who I was almost awestruck when I noticed how he looked almost identical to one of my characters I created recently that time. We talked all night that night (him on his phone, & me on my 3DS wifi). Up to now, we've been cyber-dating for 2 years now. We've had our complications, our stresses about the whole idea, & even our moments of lust, but we've managed to stay like this for 2 years now. I've officially come out as bisexual as of April of this year. Go ahead, hate me, de-friend me or throw a fit over it, but I'm still the same guy. Exactly the same as when we became friends.

And please, don't give me some crap about "internet dating isn't real" or "he could be some psycho or a fake" because no, it's not that way. I know Adam is real, because we've talked over the phone, & he even begged a friend of his to let him use his iPhone so we could face-chat for a few minutes. Also, internet dating & real-life dating have already been proven to be no different, because like the internet, you never know who you are dating in real life anyways. Adam has really been wanting to meet me, & I have him, but it's complicated on that so far. He's really considering coming over to meet me for Christmas, which would be the greatest present for me. As far as "cheating on each other", well, we're both honest with each other, in every aspect. He's told me when he's dated a few guys, & I've told him when I have been sleeping with people as well. We're not so bothered it, because it's something to be expected of in online dating. I find two men loving each other with a passion to be amazing, just like when a man & woman find each other full of love; but something about two men finding that special connection, cuddling, & even lust for each other has won my pique more than the others. Straight & gay/bi pics are a turn on for me, & I love them. But lesbaian porn or erotica, no, not winning for me. I have nothing against lesbians, & I find two women kissing each other to be hot, but that's it. Anything after kissing is just a no.

So all in all, yes, I'm bi. I've been like that for a while now & I'm sick of having to close it on this page. I'm not all out with my real life friends, & all of my family. But for what I've said so far, I'm just glad to finally say it. I find guys & girls hot, deal with it. I won't hit on any of my guy friends, as attractive as many of them are.