As some of you already know im going through a bad depression and have been for some time now, I went to my doctors a few weeks back and he prescribed me anti depressants, after a few weeks of taking them I started to feel really weird, feelin spaced out and not with it and I still feel that way now, Im struggling to do simple tasks like eat, type and do my job, now my work knows I am suffering with depression because of how different I was at work, I even had to go home one day because the tablets have caused me to feel this way.

It feels like I have been indoctrinated!

I contacted my doctor and he said stop taking the tablets and go and see him today, but im worried because I still feel this way and I haven't taken the tablets in a few days, I apologise if this journal doesn't make much sense, I cant get over how hard it is to do simple things

I guess we will see what doctor says later.

Im really sorry to everyone if I have been distant and not with it, I just want this depression to go, im sick of living this way, I shouldn't be going through all this at my age...