This morning, I woke up to the worst feeling of pain, dread and regret. My dreams have been getting worse, and worse. My stress levels. Have been getting higher. Ive been getting pissed, at nothing. Ive been getting utterly infuriated at people, at points trying to find reasons to be mad at them. My dreams although different, have been showing me, what i am capable of doing. And it is not afraid to show me, in my more recent dreams. Ive argued, fought, and in my most recent dreams, killed people i would hold dear to me. And the only reason why is because, i found a reason to be mad at them.

If anyone can help me with anything, would be helpful.