My art block is to the point that I don't even feel like drawing anymore... Of course I'm not going to listen to stupid little emotional impulses like that but the internal conflict sucks balls. I think it's because I've had different things on my mind lately just kinda consuming my thoughts and I just need a release. It would take no time to get it out. I could just do it and move on with my life but there's always something or someone just blocking my path. It sucks to see your goal or desire just dangled in front of your face all the time but being unable to reach it and hold it and revel in its spoils. I'm just tired of waiting.

(SN: It's not sex. I know while you read it that was probably a thought but nah. It's something more serious)