MMF is now, without a doubt... a no go for me this year...

FML

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If anyone offers to pay my way, thanks but no thanks. My room and pass was going to be paid for at one point, but my friends who were doing it ran into hard times. No biggie, I understand. Shit happens. Start saving the money myself. Then... my loan agent gets stupid, one thing lead to another and even if EVERYTHING was paid for now, gas to get there, food, room, etc. ... yeah... I'll be busy trying to finish packing, moving, and unpacking the weekend of MFF.

So there's no way whatsoever that I'll be attending this year. ;_; Dammit. ><;

October 1... my birthday! YAY! ... -_-; Day starts off good, then loan agent calls... day ends up utterly SHITTY because she can't take the time to clarify things. Ended up bawling my eyes out because I was so pissed I just wanted to kill someone or utterly destroy something... the other agent I'm working with calls me back two hours after that and does what the first agent should've fucking done... he clarifies EVERYTHING for me. My temper was at a -9 after I got off the phone with the chick... it was maybe down to a -7 or -6 when he called and in 10 minutes of him explaining things... it went to a -3 or -2 with 0 being completely calm.

So heading to bed now since I work tomorrow and instead of ending my day on a +10 I'm at a -2... at least last year I was at Archon in Collinsville, IL for my bday. -_-; FML... shit. Will be so glad when I don't have to deal with this chick anymore. ><; GAWD!