I am sick and tired of college.

I don't want to do it anymore.

I just want to lie here in my bed and just not leave. I'm useless as a student and as an employee and as a person, so why fucking bother?

I'm so angry I want to scream at the top of my lungs, but it won't do any good.

I want someone to help me, but nobody can.

EDIT - Far calmer, now. Was about to delete this, but I'm going to leave it up. I still feel trapped, I'm just not freaking out anymore. I got a few things to try at least.

Sorry for being an ass. I can't believe people are still willing to be my friend after today.