I write a lot of darker stuff, easy way to express emotion





I pop a pill to end it all
to change what cant be
to open the eyes of those who dont see
and yet nothing

my body could fall
i could end it all
and yet you still dont see
what can or cannot be

the pain i go through
the torment i seek
its like every step i take
my body gets weak

as it all gets blury
all i cant think about is the fury
the hate that youve given me
you cant even set me free

you walk through me
like im nothing
my heart slowly crushing
my mind quickly failing

i run just to run
nothing i do is fun
so i do what i know
and i pull out the gun

stare down the barrel
uncontrouble shaking
tears failing
thoughts racing

i cant face it
i cant hold it
the stress,the pressure
a rising temperature

the heat of the moment
the stare of the omen
the blackness shining bright
my breath getting tight

its like what i see is nothing but a white light
no opening for truth
not even an open booth
stuck to the floor

the redness grows biger
as my eyes close
to see the last thing to see
a mirror

the lost cause







I look to the sky
as the time passes me by
I fall to the ground
cover my ears to block out the sound

And yet it all grows louder
screams penetrate my ears
breaking me down to tears
showing me my true fears

I dont want to see it this way
and yet everyday i pay
just to see a little glimpse of happiness
so i can smile



As i take the file
and add it to the pile
i dont know how to change
how to pick myself up

i cant even be tough
my exterior is nothing but rough
its like the same old stuff
and yet now its gotten to me

its made me see
whats truly me
who ive become
nothing more

but a lost cause