Everything is crashing down on me at once. The fact that my Aunt has Leukemia. The fact my grandmother has terminal stomach cancer that's stage 4. The fact I won't be home to see my family for the holidays. All of it. My grandmother only has limited time left. No one knows how long she'll last. So it was kinda important I go to Thanksgiving this year. But it just isn't gonna happen. The cost of the tickets alone is ridiculous.

I'll be depressed for a bit. I've been unmotivated to work on any art work and all this bullcrap is the reason why. I just want to cry right now but I have to keep going. Its gonna be hard for me for a long time. Sorry for any inconvenience this has caused.