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Where the heck am I?
17 years ago
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It was going so well.
No wonder it had to stop.
Raccoon busted. had a chance and blew it. I couldn't afford it anymore. He started generating excuses to not do the one fiscal responsibility he had, and then excuses as to why he couldn't pay his share of shit when he had a dime to contribute.
Some people will call me a fool. I disagree, because of one simple reason: I kicked him out. And it took me less time to figure out I was being used than before. I'm being used by my apartment complex too. They just told me my rent was going to be 800 dollars for june.
...
I sat in my car and screamed for fifteen minutes.
So a few things happened all at once:
I packed up my laptop and the computer I bought for the raccoon and placed them under the guard of a trusted friend. Then I started submitting rental applications to a few places. I'm not paying that eight hundred bucks. Those stingy bastards can go fuck themselves. Yes, they'll rape my credit, but they were going to do that anyway, by virtue of the fact that I CAN'T AFFORD IT. PERIOD. EVEN IF I WANTED TO. I DO NOT HAVE EIGHT HUNDRED FUCKING DOLLARS. My paycheck is better spent on a deposit for a new place and the first month of rent.
I have my sights set on a cute little one bedroom a few blocks from where I'm sleeping now. The rent costs two hundred dollars less.
Due to financial difficulties, I am officially not going to anthrocon :(
I just can't afford it. So I'm not going to. *sigh* I was really looking forward to that. It was important to me. I'm so fucking fed up with everything. On top of that, moving means that the poncho I've been waiting on from Ms. Badger is not going to be deliverable for a little while. Little stresses are chipping away at my corners, eroding into the cracks.
can it really be all in my head? I certainly hope it is... maybe then, I have a prayer.
No wonder it had to stop.
Raccoon busted. had a chance and blew it. I couldn't afford it anymore. He started generating excuses to not do the one fiscal responsibility he had, and then excuses as to why he couldn't pay his share of shit when he had a dime to contribute.
Some people will call me a fool. I disagree, because of one simple reason: I kicked him out. And it took me less time to figure out I was being used than before. I'm being used by my apartment complex too. They just told me my rent was going to be 800 dollars for june.
...
I sat in my car and screamed for fifteen minutes.
So a few things happened all at once:
I packed up my laptop and the computer I bought for the raccoon and placed them under the guard of a trusted friend. Then I started submitting rental applications to a few places. I'm not paying that eight hundred bucks. Those stingy bastards can go fuck themselves. Yes, they'll rape my credit, but they were going to do that anyway, by virtue of the fact that I CAN'T AFFORD IT. PERIOD. EVEN IF I WANTED TO. I DO NOT HAVE EIGHT HUNDRED FUCKING DOLLARS. My paycheck is better spent on a deposit for a new place and the first month of rent.
I have my sights set on a cute little one bedroom a few blocks from where I'm sleeping now. The rent costs two hundred dollars less.
Due to financial difficulties, I am officially not going to anthrocon :(
I just can't afford it. So I'm not going to. *sigh* I was really looking forward to that. It was important to me. I'm so fucking fed up with everything. On top of that, moving means that the poncho I've been waiting on from Ms. Badger is not going to be deliverable for a little while. Little stresses are chipping away at my corners, eroding into the cracks.
can it really be all in my head? I certainly hope it is... maybe then, I have a prayer.
Kithy
~kithy
Sorry to hear that Stoney. Hope the rental situation will resolve itself quickly.
AwkwardPanda
~awkwardpanda
WTF U R NOT MENTIONING ME :emo:
Marissa
~marissa
*huggles gently*
