Samhain
13 years ago
With Samhain just around the corner, lets start a discussion.
Share with us your first experience with Samhain, how it differs from your present rituals, and what you plan for this year.
With Samhain just around the corner, lets start a discussion.
Share with us your first experience with Samhain, how it differs from your present rituals, and what you plan for this year.
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Last year, or the year before, I decided it'd be fun to carve out a pumpkin, and it was good fun. It felt nice to light the candle too.
It was a pretty bad year for me in a terrible town with horrid people, and I'd started to surround myself with too much negative energy. So it was interesting that during Samhain, without me even being consciously aware of it, I'd ended up having a sort of epiphany in which I told myself "You know what? I don't need to feel so terrible and helpless all the time! It's my life and I choose how I want to live it!"
October usually becomes the time of year that I start planning towards next year and what goals I'll keep in mind. So whatever happens this year, we'll just have to see.
Having started exploring paganism, I had also been going to this particular church, and it just happened that, on this day, it was such a ritual.
It was truly moving. It was a reflectionn on the end of the year, death, and a calling of names for our dead.
And moreover, it was nothing of what I expected, having come from an evangelical Christian background. I had pretty much decided, at that point, that this was the path I wanted to explore.
This was in 2008.
Now that I'm solitary again, I seldom do much. I usually work in some sort of ritual, but it's nothing big. I'd like to change that when I'm not so poor. It'd also be nice to celebrate holidays with someone. I have more motivation for that. It'll be nice when my other pagan friend moves closer, and we can celebrate together.
Blessing Be to all of my fellow practitioners on this most scared Sabbath of Samhain!
I'm not sure what I'll do this year, but if I am able to find a private space to work in, I'll probably bundle up, clear a space to sit, light some candles, and take time to relax and reflect on the past year. :)