Today, Wes and I are going to for partial fursuit materials. He decided we're starting on them, despite my protesting about money, to cheer me up. <3 I drew up some diagrams and stuff last night, and they should be fun to work on, if not frustrating. We're buying foam and stuff today and scouting for any decent fur. Hopefully I'll be awake, since I haven't slept tonight. My entire schedule is fucked and I've been sleeping an easy 12-16 hours a night, usually through out most of the daylight hours. That probably should concern me, but there's not much I can do about it.

Halloweed will be my 8 month mark with Wes and it seems like we just met yesterday! It's incredibly satisfying to be with someone who can be brutally real and honest and open with you and vice versa. Still, I feel that spark whenever we're together and I feel like a little kid again, in a good way. <3

It's also the anniversary for Cascade in about two and a half weeks. It still feels like that just happened, and I'm really hard-pressed to think it was an entire year ago...jeez. To think, a year ago I was living by myself in my old apartment where the utilities would go out from being unpaid. I rarely saw my dad or mom, who was fighting for her life through surgery. I was sick all the time and never went to school because I was always hungry and depressed and feeling the worst I've ever felt.

Now, I'm living with my dad, see my mom (who is getting out soon) once or twice a week, never have to worry about the power or internet or food. I still get sad, but I have my Wesley to make me happy again and I never go long without something good happening to me. I just have to think how different my life will be in another year!

So yeah. I'll try to be doing more art and maybe some progress shots of the partials when they start to take shape. Man, I have been feeling so nostalgic lately! It feels great.