Later today, I'm gonna be applying for the colleges I want to get into. I'm really nervous about it, but at least I'll get it over with before my birthday, which is just a week away. It's so weird, I'm gonna be 17 soon. SEVENTEEN. WTF. It's too soon! I didn't plan on being 17 for at least a few more years. And I still look 12. WTF is this? Only 17 and I have to make choices that will change my life. Why would you let teenagers make such big choices? FUHHHHHHHHH. I don't wanna do this.