So my ex, whom I have been in love with from first sight, and she supposedly loved in turn, had been lying to me ever since we broke up, and probable even before... she had a boyfriend the entire time...she even asked me to let her live with me...the happiest day I can remember in years, and it was only because here and her new boy fought...the only reason she told me about all this was because they broke up, and she wanted to end it all...

Now I have been questioning my straightness for about 2 years now and the fact that this happened, again, didn't help...but still...every piece of female art I see reminds me of her and her art...I just dk what to do...I desperately need help and I dk where to go for it...