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Tears and Courage
13 years ago
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I have no idea what happened today, something hit me emotionally, like someone sticking me in the middle of the artic and just letting a wave crash down over me. I started crying, despite the fact i was perfectly fine. my mind was rushing as i was trying to figure out why i was breaking down, my hands couldn't keep up with the flow. That's when I felt like i was in a void
I'm lost
the daytime is so cruel to me, so very rude to pit me in emotional despair, the moon grants me my spark back and fills me with comfort, wrapping me in her midnight blue cloak and whispering soft words of encouragement. She handed me my spark back, then rushed me off to bed as the sun dawned upon us. I've stopped seeing daylight as something i need, something that's good, to me now it's just a blight.
the night show me the strength i need to get on with myself, and that's what i'm doing. No need to worry, it's just taking awhile to get my spark back. I'll be me another day, but for now, I stay with the night, she shows me things. I was sitting outside when she strolled about, sat next to me and pointed at what i assumed was clouding in my eyes. She kept quiet, but as i stared in the sky i saw swirls of dark green mixing with burning hot white, purple and pink shifting about the core.
"Whenever i feel sad i start making new stars, testing the colors and moving things about. the night is endless you see, the darkness. Its just those little blots of light that blink in and out of existence that we strive towards, to hold onto. You however, when you get sad you seek the darkness..." she looked at me quizzically, her hand on her chin as she watched me "why is that"
"Because i'm an odd ball. You say that people strive for the light in their lives, but when its gone you're left with massive burns, left struggling in the dark." i looked at her "I enjoy the light, but i love the darkness, it makes the light-" i waved at the stars "the stars in the sky, just that much more beautiful. Sure it hurts sometimes, but...i still have my friends, and you" She smiled, wrapping an arm around me and just sighed
"Oh my faithful student, you're an odd one at that"
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this is something i've actually experience while i was depressed, and still do from time to time, though i don't actually have a lady to lean on, i still chat with the night, the very moon herself.
I'm lost
the daytime is so cruel to me, so very rude to pit me in emotional despair, the moon grants me my spark back and fills me with comfort, wrapping me in her midnight blue cloak and whispering soft words of encouragement. She handed me my spark back, then rushed me off to bed as the sun dawned upon us. I've stopped seeing daylight as something i need, something that's good, to me now it's just a blight.
the night show me the strength i need to get on with myself, and that's what i'm doing. No need to worry, it's just taking awhile to get my spark back. I'll be me another day, but for now, I stay with the night, she shows me things. I was sitting outside when she strolled about, sat next to me and pointed at what i assumed was clouding in my eyes. She kept quiet, but as i stared in the sky i saw swirls of dark green mixing with burning hot white, purple and pink shifting about the core.
"Whenever i feel sad i start making new stars, testing the colors and moving things about. the night is endless you see, the darkness. Its just those little blots of light that blink in and out of existence that we strive towards, to hold onto. You however, when you get sad you seek the darkness..." she looked at me quizzically, her hand on her chin as she watched me "why is that"
"Because i'm an odd ball. You say that people strive for the light in their lives, but when its gone you're left with massive burns, left struggling in the dark." i looked at her "I enjoy the light, but i love the darkness, it makes the light-" i waved at the stars "the stars in the sky, just that much more beautiful. Sure it hurts sometimes, but...i still have my friends, and you" She smiled, wrapping an arm around me and just sighed
"Oh my faithful student, you're an odd one at that"
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this is something i've actually experience while i was depressed, and still do from time to time, though i don't actually have a lady to lean on, i still chat with the night, the very moon herself.
