Everytime I start feeling better, when I feel like no matter what happens I will still be okay...my heart starts breaking again. I wish mff would hurry up and get here so I can get everything figured out. If I had my way id be making a long drive right about now, but the responsible side that knows it would mean the end of her job, is forcing me to stay and wait here. I see the happy couple pictures being posted and favorited and it makes my heart ache worse...I just want to figure this out.