Alright, two days ago I was at home, skyping, and i instantly got cramps. Not because of my cycle, they we're more painful then that, and I felt light headed.. I then started to throw up nonstop, and barfed the whole way to the hospital and into the ER and then into a room where they had to pump my stomach. I had to get hooked up to fluids immediately and wouldn't stop throwing up until my stomach was pumped. I threw up for a continue of 6 hours, on and off the last hour. The doctors couldn't figure out what was wrong with me, and still have no idea. I'm in a room with a sweet little 5 year old boy with cancer, and he's the sweetest. I'm in a bed, can't move, not allowed to, and I can't use the bathroom because its possible that my kidneys might be failing, and every time I move my lower body, pain strikes up my body and I throw up. Its kinda like being paralyzed, my butt and lower body is numb, can't feel my toes, and I'm always cold. I've been in here, and I don't know when I'm coming out because I just got all my testing done today (an MRI, X-Ray, etc..) And I'm scared to fucking death. I'm so scared, that I can't really stop crying. I'm worried and nervous, and I know I scared my good friends when they found out. so it hurt more to know that they are worried about me. But I wanted to keep you all up-to-date with me, and I hope all goes well... They think I'm dehydrated and sleep deprived.. Which I agree with, I haven't slept in 6 days. But this sweet little man in the room is in a bed beside mine and sings me songs and draws me pictures and we play checkers. He's a sweetie, and I wanna keep him. xD Well, that's really all I know about me so far.. :/

I can't believe how scared I am, its just tearing me apart. I miss my mom, I miss my friends, and I miss my bed at home..

I can still text, and I have my laptop on my bed with me at all times so you guys can message or skype me, I don't mind. It keeps me from being really lonely.. >_<