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10 years ago
Well hello! *waves* It's been a while, and I gotta admit, wow. What an insane insane insane year.
I'm not sure who is watching or following me at the moment, but I do plan on posting some yiff I've written recently, tis pretty spicy stuff ^w^
I wanted to update the world, and tell you all (and excuse myself for a leave of absence)
I spent this year, finding myself. And in return, I lost myself just the same. I spent countless hours working on figuring out who I was, and what I wanted to be, that I wasted precious time. I already knew who I was, and now I'm certain. I'm a furry, and there's no way around it. I am very very comfy with who I am, and I love myself more than I have before.
But. It's not that simple.
Often I referred to FurAffinity as being my safe haven, where I can truly express myself and make myself feel loved and passionate towards my work and many of yours! Yous guys are so talented!
However, yesterday, something tragic happened and I am just not being able to fully process/cope with this.
It's seriously without a doubt, tearing me to absolute shreds inside and out, and I'm truly at a loss for words. I don't know what to do. I just wanna get in a plane and go. I wanna go figure this shit out, and get down to the dirt about it. Give out names, find that person, find anybody who will give me insight on what the fuck just happened to me. My heart is torn to pieces. I never asked for this, and I don't know what I did to deserve losing my best friend to some female. It's just impossible to grasp. I've spent so much time, and effort, and love, and dedication. The only one to ever understand a thing I've ever said, is now gone from my life. Without a better excuse.
BUT. I am strong! I'm a Saber! Saber Tooth's are strong! I gotta maintain that and be strong for myself. I'm all I really have left......
Thank you guys for your patience, and if you're reading this, thank you for your never- ending friendship.
I'll post more work/art as soon as I possibly can. I love you all.
-Regards,
Midnight.
I'm not sure who is watching or following me at the moment, but I do plan on posting some yiff I've written recently, tis pretty spicy stuff ^w^
I wanted to update the world, and tell you all (and excuse myself for a leave of absence)
I spent this year, finding myself. And in return, I lost myself just the same. I spent countless hours working on figuring out who I was, and what I wanted to be, that I wasted precious time. I already knew who I was, and now I'm certain. I'm a furry, and there's no way around it. I am very very comfy with who I am, and I love myself more than I have before.
But. It's not that simple.
Often I referred to FurAffinity as being my safe haven, where I can truly express myself and make myself feel loved and passionate towards my work and many of yours! Yous guys are so talented!
However, yesterday, something tragic happened and I am just not being able to fully process/cope with this.
It's seriously without a doubt, tearing me to absolute shreds inside and out, and I'm truly at a loss for words. I don't know what to do. I just wanna get in a plane and go. I wanna go figure this shit out, and get down to the dirt about it. Give out names, find that person, find anybody who will give me insight on what the fuck just happened to me. My heart is torn to pieces. I never asked for this, and I don't know what I did to deserve losing my best friend to some female. It's just impossible to grasp. I've spent so much time, and effort, and love, and dedication. The only one to ever understand a thing I've ever said, is now gone from my life. Without a better excuse.
BUT. I am strong! I'm a Saber! Saber Tooth's are strong! I gotta maintain that and be strong for myself. I'm all I really have left......
Thank you guys for your patience, and if you're reading this, thank you for your never- ending friendship.
I'll post more work/art as soon as I possibly can. I love you all.
-Regards,
Midnight.
