well, about 4 days ago, I had this weird dream. It started out like any other dream you know, like weird stuff happening that near of have been happening IRL, and you meeting people youve never seen in your life. That sorta thing. I remember this happening my first year in college, when I was too tired to walk straight....I went to my room and fell asleep. Woke up in a dark hallway that was lit by a candle, and walked in this hotel room to find uniform voxen sitting in the bed putting on this red lipstick, when after I woke up, it made me feel like i was in love with UV....know uv for quite a while and had all sorts of feelings that ive never had for anyone else... then it started rainned really badly and when the power went out everybody threw there trash cans over in the courtyard, lol. But it really had me feeling off that whole evening, til I realized, it was just a dream. This time, was different. Fugueraven was the vitcim of my sleepless imagination. Im my dream, I met him after he flew in an busted this guy in the chops after he stole some woman's car and crashed it. and he held him down til the police came *dont know where or who called them* and then I noticed it was him and went over to talk to him, and all that. we exchanged words, and went on our way, with him saying I'll see you later on. the next day, I was at home, and the door bell rang *seeing as our doorbell has been broken since we moved here* and I went and answered it, and it was him. he said he was just stopping by and all, *dont know how he found out where I lived, lol* and we sat around talking about all kinds of stuff, like we normally would on YIM. Talking about programs to download and also about all types of smutty ideas, at which point my mom ran us out the house * i think my little sister had friends over or something* but when we were outside, he said he had to go, to try to find his daughter *which I think was my brain personifying the pic he drew of the little girl riding his back while flying, and the fact that he doesnt have kids* and I asked him could I help out. and he was like Eh, sure, whynot. so I told my mom i was gonna help out and we all left. then I woke up. Not there was a white Econoline van he was driving in, so i think Merick was involved in a way as well. The sky was similar to that in the final stage on Gears Of War, it was reddish and had dark cloud cover, with a weird haze in the air. As with the UV dream, I felt like I knew fugueraven for most of my life, and that I had some sort of feelings for him, and a bunch of others that were strange and confusing. Just leaves me all screwed up in the head, and thinking that i know someone based on there characters and not themselves. Like what fugue told me about my mind trying to find love in Certain ways. *or something like that, I forgot what he really said though*



in other new, i have a 4 hour summer job working from 7am to 11am. Just doing this to fill in the gap until I can get my lisence and work up at the local dealership, if they still have a stall open for me there *im praying they do*. But other than that, thats mainly what I do in the mornings for this month. so commissions and art might be slow coming.

Commissions are still going on, Im trying to color  hera 's commission and working on  enigma_dragan 's sometime tonight at my dad's house. I REALY need to start on  xilimyth 's commission series or the TF of Osaka and I need to get  mythil 's out of the way as well. so thats mainly all I got in the way of commissions, just gonna be even slower going with the lack of drive I ahve after work in the morning.


Well, basically thats all I have to say for now. Hope the commissions arnt too mad at me for taking too long, and I hope to get as much stuff done as time and my body will allow. Email me or IM/PM me if you wanna talk or just keep in touch with me. and Id be glad talk to you in you want to chat or just want to make come changes to commissions or whatever.