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i lawld
13 years ago
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you dont consider me a furry?
just because im a camwhore,
thats how i pay for my art supplies O_0 oh my word. oh deary me... (daytime jobs pay bills never enough left for hobbies)
lawl
you want to ban me, even if my photo's with my tail are show nothing inappropriate.
? but why. sir why lawlz
oh my sides. the lulz hurt so much. i laugh.
so this gets me right in the childhood. my sides are hurting im laughing so hard so how bout we take a trip back in history lemmi explain few things. that took me over ten years to understand. and I THANK ALL OF YOU, EVEN THE MEANIES and debbiedowners and trolls. because you all in someway because we are all connected and part of each other.
brothers, sisters. you have helped me and others feel accepted and understand we are not alone.
Ok so bout five years ago I didnt know what furries were. i met some of my first fur friends in my early 20's.
they were making lizard man jokes, when one of them saw my naughty dragon women and said if i practiced i could do commissions for fur sites and people into Draconian's, having little context to put that in and not have done much "reptilian research at that point i was like "what like skyrim" no.. things were explained to me. and suddenly amongst people who were showing me cartoon animals in naughty ways. i didnt feel so left out or strange. i mean shit. i use to think thst fact that i like to be spanked was strange.
but now. well... yeah. now taking a spanking by a girlfriend on cam is nothing. anyhooooo
but iv been drawing naughty animal people since i was a kid.
also 90's for the win. remember the series gargoyles...i didnt know others thought them to be sexy.
they are! very much... aren't they. :)
so have been drawing weird shit since i was a kid and my mom thought itd be cool to sit me infront of too many werewolf movies at a young age. (school: why is she drawing bloody werewolf scenes) o_0 i have blurry memories of teachers asking that. but i dont remember much when i was about 9 or 10 or younger - but im told my first drawing was 3yrs old. i drew a mouse. go figure.
and then oh once upon a time i found a Killer Instinct about 12 yrs old. video arcade game style like the huge dinosaur of a machine you'd find at a old style arcade. Anyway i bring this up. cuz that was my first time i was inspired to draw something like a saberwolf.
my family had always been in sci-fi but more spacey shit. meanwhile my "lesbian mother" i might add and her butch dike friends were all like here, watch xena. <_< unrelated sorry
as i got older. i realized i must of been a dog or something in a past life. not just because drawing them was pleasing to the eyes. but even when i slept. i prefer a dog bed of blankets than a bed. also always feelz like i have paws and tail even when im not wearing them. i tried to sell fur ears i sewed on ebay. but failed hard. so now i just sew them for myself for the most part or friends. oh also i got kicked outa like all public schools while i was young for howling, roaring and biting people. and put into those crazy kids behavioral lock down schools cuz i was a dumb lil ten year old who thought she was a werewolf. that i do remember. POINT. dont let children watch horror movies at a young age THAT shit really does fuck you up.
as an adult. i become restless and irritated unless i have a stronger personality to dominate me sexually,while leveling and balancing my energies. When this isnt met i ofcourse learn to deal with my own overwhelming spirit and toke a little green. try to eat healthy. "red meat and junk food is terrible for my type of personalty and really anyone i guess."
anyhoo i realized that collars help. they really do. i now have a wall of collars with diff pretty ones. not having one on. makes me insecure *rolls eyes* sounds dumb i know.
anyhooooo i heard about cosplay and fur suits pretty late in the game. and still have not been able to attend a convention.
so itll be coll when that cherry is popped. however i still enjoy dressing up with my first tail live while in draw random naughty wolves. so i can dress up from the safety of my home and mail top tippers my art :)
camming helps me express myself while making a lil bank for supplies.
if this post wasnt strange enough.
i might add. i think this shit is blood. my father tells of this one book or something he found as a kid that had animals being erotic. and now he jokes about how anthropomorphic cow women are sexy. >_< and my lil cousin was asking me weird questions. i think she is a furry aswell.
if some of you were not raging hard enough at this post.
i use to play W.o.W i miss it. just dont have time for it. i will play again when im 30 yrs old. lol
*tear* i never got to play wargon. RAGE blizzard y u no put wargon on horde?
just because im a camwhore,
thats how i pay for my art supplies O_0 oh my word. oh deary me... (daytime jobs pay bills never enough left for hobbies)
lawl
you want to ban me, even if my photo's with my tail are show nothing inappropriate.
? but why. sir why lawlz
oh my sides. the lulz hurt so much. i laugh.
so this gets me right in the childhood. my sides are hurting im laughing so hard so how bout we take a trip back in history lemmi explain few things. that took me over ten years to understand. and I THANK ALL OF YOU, EVEN THE MEANIES and debbiedowners and trolls. because you all in someway because we are all connected and part of each other.
brothers, sisters. you have helped me and others feel accepted and understand we are not alone.
Ok so bout five years ago I didnt know what furries were. i met some of my first fur friends in my early 20's.
they were making lizard man jokes, when one of them saw my naughty dragon women and said if i practiced i could do commissions for fur sites and people into Draconian's, having little context to put that in and not have done much "reptilian research at that point i was like "what like skyrim" no.. things were explained to me. and suddenly amongst people who were showing me cartoon animals in naughty ways. i didnt feel so left out or strange. i mean shit. i use to think thst fact that i like to be spanked was strange.
but now. well... yeah. now taking a spanking by a girlfriend on cam is nothing. anyhooooo
but iv been drawing naughty animal people since i was a kid.
also 90's for the win. remember the series gargoyles...i didnt know others thought them to be sexy.
they are! very much... aren't they. :)
so have been drawing weird shit since i was a kid and my mom thought itd be cool to sit me infront of too many werewolf movies at a young age. (school: why is she drawing bloody werewolf scenes) o_0 i have blurry memories of teachers asking that. but i dont remember much when i was about 9 or 10 or younger - but im told my first drawing was 3yrs old. i drew a mouse. go figure.
and then oh once upon a time i found a Killer Instinct about 12 yrs old. video arcade game style like the huge dinosaur of a machine you'd find at a old style arcade. Anyway i bring this up. cuz that was my first time i was inspired to draw something like a saberwolf.
my family had always been in sci-fi but more spacey shit. meanwhile my "lesbian mother" i might add and her butch dike friends were all like here, watch xena. <_< unrelated sorry
as i got older. i realized i must of been a dog or something in a past life. not just because drawing them was pleasing to the eyes. but even when i slept. i prefer a dog bed of blankets than a bed. also always feelz like i have paws and tail even when im not wearing them. i tried to sell fur ears i sewed on ebay. but failed hard. so now i just sew them for myself for the most part or friends. oh also i got kicked outa like all public schools while i was young for howling, roaring and biting people. and put into those crazy kids behavioral lock down schools cuz i was a dumb lil ten year old who thought she was a werewolf. that i do remember. POINT. dont let children watch horror movies at a young age THAT shit really does fuck you up.
as an adult. i become restless and irritated unless i have a stronger personality to dominate me sexually,while leveling and balancing my energies. When this isnt met i ofcourse learn to deal with my own overwhelming spirit and toke a little green. try to eat healthy. "red meat and junk food is terrible for my type of personalty and really anyone i guess."
anyhoo i realized that collars help. they really do. i now have a wall of collars with diff pretty ones. not having one on. makes me insecure *rolls eyes* sounds dumb i know.
anyhooooo i heard about cosplay and fur suits pretty late in the game. and still have not been able to attend a convention.
so itll be coll when that cherry is popped. however i still enjoy dressing up with my first tail live while in draw random naughty wolves. so i can dress up from the safety of my home and mail top tippers my art :)
camming helps me express myself while making a lil bank for supplies.
if this post wasnt strange enough.
i might add. i think this shit is blood. my father tells of this one book or something he found as a kid that had animals being erotic. and now he jokes about how anthropomorphic cow women are sexy. >_< and my lil cousin was asking me weird questions. i think she is a furry aswell.
if some of you were not raging hard enough at this post.
i use to play W.o.W i miss it. just dont have time for it. i will play again when im 30 yrs old. lol
*tear* i never got to play wargon. RAGE blizzard y u no put wargon on horde?
Read the AUP, and maybe you'll understand a bit better.
http://help.furaffinity.net/article.....olicy-AUP.html