still looking for jobs online and its been a bitch and half. i dont like the fact that my friend is trying to be like a mother to me and be like oh you gonna do this at this time its like sorry i already have a mother i dont need another and sorry the friend has no real right to tell me what to do in alot of things its like im sorry i dont care how old you are you are spoussed to be my friend not my god damn mother so so sorry you have no say in what i do as a person if i want to do something its my right to do it or not i know my friend means well but im sorry i dont tell you what to do or force you into anything you dont want to do.

and how she said what she said with that same tone as a mother and her body lang set me off because thats how my grandmother did it to me and im sorry i cant go thourgh that again with someone who is spoeussed to be my friend and it pisses me off all to hell when someone who thinks they know whats best for me and think who know me and what i need does that to me. Its like im sorry that doesnt fly with me you dont me you dont know how i do things