So it happened, i've reached the artblock bottom. Like in every aspect of it. I can't draw, bead or sculpt, i cant do nothing, everything turns into shit when i touch it. Worst part of it is that i feel angry and envious when i see other's people's work, just like when you are freshly dumped and you see people cuddle and kiss on the street. It's pissing me of. It's the state when i want to womit while looking at my graphic tablet and kick my sketchbook out of the window. Not to mention that my CVs get constant rejection and my grandpa got serioussly sick :< So that's it, answer why i work slow on commissions, why i don't comment and barely show on galleries lately, and in general why i am in shitty mood. So don't ask anymore please.