Well friends and furries, here I sit once more in the early morning not able to fall back asleep so I'm writing this journal. Not much has changed since I last did this, my right leg still deals my a great bit of pain most days but some are better than others. I'm not letting it beat me that's for damn sure. This week has been quite the challenge for me, having one thing after another to wrong. First my computer decides its going to finally call it quits after six years. I'm attached to the old girl, its been with me through a lot. Then I find out my mom is not doing what she promised to help me out financially and even short changed my father who is trying hard since they both generated a couple months ago. They still have joint bills and loans that my dad has to pay alone now cause my mom isn't doing as she promised which is now affecting my well being as now I have nothing to pay our landlord with. Luckily he is understandable and works with me so I'm not too worried, just hope mom will do as she promised in two weeks and gives me the money to help with the rent. This is taking a toll on my mind. I am trying to stay positive and have hope. I've already had to break two promises to me brother and to my Master/mate though they are understanding thankfully and are fine with waiting until I get things on track. I am doing everything to keep them happy, which sometimes I put my own on the back burner but I'm fine with that, guess its my Grandfather in me, he was always like that. Hopefully today is better, planning to hang out with our small furry group. Well its more like a family of 5 lol.

Anyway I'm starting to ramble on...though I did say that is what this is didn't I? I used to love cold weather but its doing murder on my knee right now. I hate nerve damage. It sucks royal donkey dick.

Also found out my cousin is going in for some kind of heart surgery. I am a little nervous about it cause her grandmother died of a similar disease. What gets to me is the fact I've not seen her in over ten years. We were planning a thanksgiving together seeing as we both are the only family we got here in North Carolina buy her surgery interrupted that. I pray Odin watches over her and brings her through this. I feel for her 4 year old son, and the fact he has to go through this at such a young age and the disease is said to be genetic on her dad's side. I'm on her mother's side lucky for me.

Well, I'm just going on and on and I needn't waste more of your time, especially if you read this far. Thank you all for listening to me rambling guys. I'll be around, just message me.

This is your friendly neighborhood Demon King signing off.

Khaos of Envy