I guess its been a While since I've been here, how I miss drawing furry art. Lets see I still have my job, though winter is slow and the boss is complaining about cost, but I'm not as worried as I use to be. I succeeded my Goal for weight loss, but unfortunately some events happened and I gained the weight back. These events didn't really get me depressed just made me lose focus/stop caring, I was at 183lbs the lowest I've ever been even in high school, 193lbs being my previous record 09. 185lbs was my ultimate goal so I beat that, However I'm ashamed to say I'm back up to 200 lbs...at least I beat my goal and that I know I can do it.

I'm trying to get a weekend job and planing on maybe working all holidays cause of my new goal, there is some land I want 23 acres in the country with a large creek running through it (sounds like Paradise to me). I've been trying to volunteer for a local police volunteer unit, (contacted them twice now with no return call.. bastards) I'm hoping this will open some doors to a police job. Truth be told I prob wont be around much at all, I know working all the time is no life but the thing is I've slacked off 8 years of my life which has gotten me know where. I do really miss drawing though, when I'm doing art my perfectness comes out and it always has a flaw or inst good enough. Now that I've been away from it and I come back to look at it.. I can see how much I've improved over the years and I'm impressed. Just wish I had the unlimited time to keep doing it, I feel I could be one of the best years down the road. I'm split between the real life and the furry life :P I don't feel I have the time or energy to focus on both.