So. I haven't been online and active as much as I've been in the past.

I'm sorry. But that's going to probably continue for a while. I'm not disappearing, but a lot of the time, I'll be popping in long enough to check my messages, maybe reply to stuff. Messengers have been too much of a hassle to bother with, and I've just not been finding time or motivation, between feeling like I have to please everybody or cut them loose as friends and THERE CAN BE NO IN BETWEEN, and just life's daily maintenance being a pain in the butt.

It's hard to explain really why I've not been feeling so hot, but, anybody who thinks it might be their fault, I assure you, it's not. I'm available for talking, but for a while, the most likely place you're gonna hear anything from me is the one or two times a day I check my notes and reply. RP isn't completely out of the question, but it will be subpar from what I've been used to delivering, and it's unlikely to happen if it does.

While I foresee this being temporary, I can't give a timeline on when I'll be back to my superactive self. I've also been holding back doing something like this because I haven't been able to find the right words, but I finally said "Fuck it." So I'm not sure exactly what's going on and why, but the more people can read about it here, the less people are gonna worry about me or blame themselves or etc.

And an addendum for the people who have my number (all two of you), yeah, texting or calling me is going to have pretty much the same accuracy as trying to IM me, mostly because I just don't have my phone immediately on me or close at hand very often. Mah bad.