I don't know what's been wrong with me but I don't like it. I've been out of energy, not wanting to really do anything, horribly unhappy and even crying in spurts. I feel okay now to the point where I can actually deal with life and get what I need to get done. Happiness seems to come and go for me. I think I just need get out of the house more often an actually go the gym cause that seems to help me a lot. Staying in the house for almost 3 days straight isn't good for me. It reminds me of how I was when I was in the military. I'd stay in my barracks room all week doing nothing but playing video games and being on my computer after work. It sucked...but every time I actually went to Seattle or went to the gym on base I'd feel more relieved and at ease instead of so defensive and tense. I might actually go around and take photos while I'm out too. I hope I feel better soon. Wish me luck. :3