I just want to cry...I don't know why I still do this...I thought I was done doing this but apparently I'm not. True, it may be so sad and pitiful to be crying over not having someone to love...and I have tried in the past to not think about it, but every now and then it still gets to me. I tried the online dating sites, all I found were shallow men, fakeness...and even the ones I did find that were true, I ended up getting used. There's been no first date, no first time I've been hugged, no holding of hands...no first kiss. I just wish something would happen, that someone would come along and change all that. People tell me "Don't worry, you're a great guy, and someone will come along." I know someone will come along, but when? I keep waiting and waiting but nothing ever seems to happen. So now here I am, alone, crying to myself, thinking "what's wrong with me? Why me?" Another lonesome night. I hope that this feeling will go away so that I can be good ol' happy me.