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depression, anger, frustration && more
13 years ago
THE RAMBLINGS OF A PSYCHO:
theres alot to say but my apprenticeship over the last six months has taken alot out of me including some sanity
im holing on by a thread
and still losing all of my shit while im hanging in there
im trying to draw
but everything that comes out looks like shit to me
i cant sleep
i want to draw
so i try...but it all looks so fucking stupid
and then i get angry and frustrated and after crumpling up about 7 pages i just lose it and cry at my desk, and then stare at the paper and want to scream...but the family is asleep....
if you feel you are wasting your time watching me i will understand if i am dewatched. but i am really emotionally distressed right now
and am suffering so badly from fucking artblock..maybe ill just draw bitten that usually calms me down
idk that will probably piss me off too....
just FUCK...shoot me..
im holing on by a thread
and still losing all of my shit while im hanging in there
im trying to draw
but everything that comes out looks like shit to me
i cant sleep
i want to draw
so i try...but it all looks so fucking stupid
and then i get angry and frustrated and after crumpling up about 7 pages i just lose it and cry at my desk, and then stare at the paper and want to scream...but the family is asleep....
if you feel you are wasting your time watching me i will understand if i am dewatched. but i am really emotionally distressed right now
and am suffering so badly from fucking artblock..maybe ill just draw bitten that usually calms me down
idk that will probably piss me off too....
just FUCK...shoot me..
this happens and your true friends stay by your side no matter what instead of go 'oh no more porn? *unwatched*'
you take as much time as you need cause ill still be right here ^-^