How one person can ruin your night so easily...

I hada great day today. got to play some games, play with my friends and pet, actually get to have a good talk for once with someone, and got some work done finally. Honestly, I was in high spirits until a few minutes ago.

After a month of not seeing this guy, a-- someone thought was my friend, who used to be nice, bubbly, friendly, silly, and who I'd talked to for maybe a good three months? dammit memory, work for once....Compleatly changed and ruined my night in the span of 20 minutes. Last tim I talked with him, he was having a rough time, then just fell off the social net [forums and the like], popping on places for less than a minute, and ignoring all messages, not just from me either. I finally caught him on tonight, when typically everyone's gone, and chatted him up. Immediately gives me the cold shoulder, like I've kicked his dog or something. Mind you, I realize I'm not the best person to be around, I know I'm annoying as all hell, and can be pushy....Up until he poofed off the world, he was coming to me to talk, and we talked over things, like his problems, his fears, stuff like that. He vented to me, and I never pushed him away, or vented back on him.....Maaaaybe my perception of the world isn't the greatest, but to me, when someone listens to you and your problems for an hour, and tries to sway your doubts about untrue things, you tend to not dislike them without a good reason...

Anyway...we get talking, and he gets on about DOTA2. Now I don't play DOTA, or any other MOBAs besides Smite, and even that I only play because I was invited to the Beta and was bored [Never play a Moba game unless you have nothing else to do in your life, and have a high tolerence for bullshit]. Even still, I know hwo stressful that game can be, especially with how serious people take it [insanely serious, you'd think it was a medical operation for heaven sake...]. Now this was a guy that rarely said a bad thing against another person or thing over the two three month span I knew him, unless tere was good warrent. Immediately his cold shoulder turns into a blunt passive agressiveness, and clearly directed at me. by the time the talk is over, he doesn't really ry to hide it, and before bum rushing out of there, he basically tells me off for using emots too much, which I do, that's not the issue. Issue there is that he used to use emots MORE than I did -w-;; Scary thought.

-sighs and curls up- Iunno...I'm used to people being dicks and hating me by now, not say he does, but......Honestly, this was a guy I was decent friends with, and someone I could hng out with, irl mind you......After having no friends for 18 years, I'm...Very sensitive about losing friends, and even more so now, seeing as most my friends were taken from me [grifter bastered up and stole my friends, long story...]...Losing someone I really liked, and hoped for something with, take that how you will, just...Really upsets me...Eh,guess that's life....No one ever stays...No one..