Yeah.. what with working... having to try and find a place before the end of this year.. not to mention a place that allows animals.. and if that doesn't happen then dealing with the pain of having to get rid of my cat and the other cat ( 's cat).

I'm having messed up dreams again.. so that's fucking with my mental state..

All in all I wish I could sit down and draw... but that's not happening lately.. I can't seem to bring myself to it.. I want to draw yeah.. but... it's not being that simple right now...

I get home from work.. I wind up not wanting to draw.. I just want to divulge myself in something I find fun/ relaxing...

Aside from all this... I'm going to get an eye check up on Dec. 4th.. hopefully figure out if I need glasses or not.. because I'll be standing at work a person is a certain distance away I see a blur... the signs, the main one for the aisle, that's a bit farther but they're kinda blurry too. Then there's the times my eyes just don't want to focus.. which gets annoying.

Anywho.. yeah there's art I want to/ need to get done... but I can't seem to get myself goin on it right now.. so things are going to be slow.. it might be a bit before I upload something.

My mind is a big ball of what the fuck right now..


I think I'll be glad when things stable out again. Then maybe I can get something done... I can only hope. My drive to draw right now.. is just not really there... :(