I need help... BAD...
13 years ago
Well a few helpful folks have sent things for me to look at but no matter what I do I JUST CAN'T DO IT.
I'm almost certain it's the unspoken, unwritten things that I'm missing I don't even know but it's tearing me apart! I've got effects down I sorta know pretty much any technique but I can't make a single fucking one work!
The hell of it is that art is usually my one single outlet against frustration but it's exactly the cause of it right now!
I wanna be even slightly good, I wanna make this work BUT I JUST CAN'T!
And it's not even "don't compare yourself to other artists" because everytime I look my WIPs on their own without anything else in mind I still think "It's shit!"
I really don't wanna give up but I'm really losing the will to keep trying when all I produce is failure. *headdesk*
There's not even any sort of art school nearby and even if there was I'm sure circumstances would make going there impossible because life just loves to get in the way.
I'm almost certain it's the unspoken, unwritten things that I'm missing I don't even know but it's tearing me apart! I've got effects down I sorta know pretty much any technique but I can't make a single fucking one work!
The hell of it is that art is usually my one single outlet against frustration but it's exactly the cause of it right now!
I wanna be even slightly good, I wanna make this work BUT I JUST CAN'T!
And it's not even "don't compare yourself to other artists" because everytime I look my WIPs on their own without anything else in mind I still think "It's shit!"
I really don't wanna give up but I'm really losing the will to keep trying when all I produce is failure. *headdesk*
There's not even any sort of art school nearby and even if there was I'm sure circumstances would make going there impossible because life just loves to get in the way.
FA+

I know you want to be a better artist, but continuing to beat yourself up like this isn't healthy.
I can't use other people's advice and help much either. I kind of just have to independently work and see what happens.
Hey - I love your art though. I really do.
You'll draw much better when you realize that art isn't a life or death matter.
Just do your best and accept that as good enough.