It kinda eats me up from inside to see VGM suffer like he does. It kills me to feel so helpless. I feel like I should, no... I MUST do something for him, to ease his pain or even take it away. I wish so hard I could just do it. It's such a burning pain inside me right now.

I would even kill him, if it came to that. If there was absolutely no other way...

Fuck, I hate my life right now. Everything is just depressing and not fun anymore.