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And Into the Abyss We Go...
13 years ago
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My Bluesky
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My Bluesky
So. Bella's been puking a lot. We gave her a large antibiotic the other day and she seems non-responsive. She has some pretty nasty wounds on her one leg - though despite my insistence no one wants to put the cone on her - and those keep opening back up.
Overall, the image is pretty bleak. We'll be giving her a checkup tomorrow. The vet will recommend either sticking with this or making the call to euthanise her.
Though it is saddening to see her go, I find myself ready to accept it this time around. When I begged the Lord for His mercy upon her back in October, I specifically requested only a few weeks or months. I have been given 2 more months, and have been able to show her how much I care for to a satisfactory degree.
I hope for the best, but nonetheless give my thanks to God for hearing the prayers of someone who had never before professed faith or confidence in Him. It would be unappreciative, I feel, to beg for her continued survival a second time, as I should instead be thankful she was able to last this long.
So while her loss will certainly be painful, I am able to take a deep breath and try and think positively. Her suffering will have ended, and I will have been able to make my peace with her. Who knows, perhaps I shall see her again some day...
Overall, the image is pretty bleak. We'll be giving her a checkup tomorrow. The vet will recommend either sticking with this or making the call to euthanise her.
Though it is saddening to see her go, I find myself ready to accept it this time around. When I begged the Lord for His mercy upon her back in October, I specifically requested only a few weeks or months. I have been given 2 more months, and have been able to show her how much I care for to a satisfactory degree.
I hope for the best, but nonetheless give my thanks to God for hearing the prayers of someone who had never before professed faith or confidence in Him. It would be unappreciative, I feel, to beg for her continued survival a second time, as I should instead be thankful she was able to last this long.
So while her loss will certainly be painful, I am able to take a deep breath and try and think positively. Her suffering will have ended, and I will have been able to make my peace with her. Who knows, perhaps I shall see her again some day...
Now stop reading this and go hug your dog.
Either way, I've fulfilled the maxim I think, "Hope for the best, prepare for the worst."
I'm here if you need me.
maybe its luck
maybe its the devil
maybe its karma
maybe all the people commissioning you could pay for her to be with you forever
there is a thing where you turn someones ashes into a gemstone they can even make it a ring for you
either way the reaper is coming for her and before you know it he shall come for you
heaven
hell
rebirth
purgatory
a endless black void of nothingess
nonexistence
floating around space forever
haunting people
she is about to learn the ultimate truth of existence and what happens after its a fun roller coaster we ride and when we get off there is truth which exists above anything
a chaotic existence is all we could of ever hoped for anything being born from the chaos that is the universe as through all the chaos we were created by luck through various events and evolution going back to the formation of the earth and before
like when a mars sized planet crashed into earth blowing away dangerous chemicals and turning into a ring of rocks which over time formed the moon
if it wasent for that our planet would be a slightly cooler venus and no life could exist here
if not for a meteor strike the dinosaurs could still exist and monkeys could of been extincted
if asteroids of ice werent flung to earth by the early chaos we wouldent have water
if jupiter dident form huge as it is then it wouldent shield us from many asteroids and meteors that could of hit us
and so on and so on