This is fuckin' loyalty
13 years ago
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When I know you have a heart, and you'll always come back; when you mess up, I'll give you infinite chances and not bitch about how you left me, because you're only as human as me. When I trust you with my heart.
I won't hold a freakin' grudge forever, hate myself for what I've done in the past and hold myself to be perfect. I'll understand you; let you back in this heart of mine. I'll listen to your story and emotions.
This is loyalty. Not thie 'One chance, suddenly I feel nothing and I can leave like a robot' bullshit which you all lie about. I know your brains work for one. You can't fake your brain chemistry when I understand how the reptillian brain works.
Fucking self defense mechanisms put people put up to seem more perfect than they are.
Done with being a wuss. I've done my dues. I'll show people what true loyalty is.
As much as my past was, here is the here and now, the new me. I'm taking my past, my truthtelling, keeping my bluntness and honest, but also being firmly loyal from now on; I'm willing to accept insecurities in others. But I'm actually going to take my past and use it for good understanding instead of wiping someone off the face of the earth because they blocked me.
You're all my friends from now on. I know better than to think people are bad and shit. If it was that, then they'll be people with demon souls on this planet. Learn to love people. You ain't so perfect; I know you lie when you say you hate me forever.
I won't hold a freakin' grudge forever, hate myself for what I've done in the past and hold myself to be perfect. I'll understand you; let you back in this heart of mine. I'll listen to your story and emotions.
This is loyalty. Not thie 'One chance, suddenly I feel nothing and I can leave like a robot' bullshit which you all lie about. I know your brains work for one. You can't fake your brain chemistry when I understand how the reptillian brain works.
Fucking self defense mechanisms put people put up to seem more perfect than they are.
Done with being a wuss. I've done my dues. I'll show people what true loyalty is.
As much as my past was, here is the here and now, the new me. I'm taking my past, my truthtelling, keeping my bluntness and honest, but also being firmly loyal from now on; I'm willing to accept insecurities in others. But I'm actually going to take my past and use it for good understanding instead of wiping someone off the face of the earth because they blocked me.
You're all my friends from now on. I know better than to think people are bad and shit. If it was that, then they'll be people with demon souls on this planet. Learn to love people. You ain't so perfect; I know you lie when you say you hate me forever.
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