I figure despite all I am, I'm still not worthy of praise or friendship on the internet. I tried to be extremely socially cooperative, and somehow, in my mind, there is a dream, to bring people together in a social aparatus.

Someone, or alot of people said I wanted love. This is true. I wanted to bring a planet together, thought alot about a dream that I really am starting to wonder is even possible. I planned to be a messiah for people. Care for people alot, but somehow, even ones expenditure isn't enough.

I admit, I have no regrets. Perhaps I'll return in a few years. I wanna go out and just leave this social scheme of the internet. I don't even know what I'm worth now. Since my whole life, is been bent on caring for people and not for myself.

People called me sacrificial, alot more, but I still believe in what I believe in. Why other than my emotions tell me and it just seems like I believe so much on it.

 unknowcool Wether you wanna love me is your choice anymore, I know I feel never good enough for you. I don't even meet half of the social criteria you fit. But then, I'd prefer to be this way.

Goodbye Fa, goodbye internet. I know, I had a warm reception, till the bats flew out of my cloak, and you saw my dark side, never to be loved and accepted. Only for thee to reach out with your stakes.

For anyone who still gives a damn, my birthday is in 25 days. Would be nice if people just threw me some birthday shouts. I'm thinking of going into a art and animation college and seeing my life take off from there.

Would be nice to see just some peeps still think of me somewhere. Is all.