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It's a Green Christmas for me.
13 years ago
I don't like the holidays. Feel free to call me Scrooge; I felt sorry for him. He had no family and his love left him for reasons I don't comprehend to this day.
For me, Christmas feels like this song. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4btDrJiiTJI
It's upbeat and happy, like I naturally am. But there's an underscore of sorrow that I have. The thing is, last Thanksgiving was the best I've ever had. It was also the first I've ever had without my family, more specifically my mother. Does that give you any indication of what I'm feeling?
My birthday is on the twelfth, and I can't do anything special. Christmas, I will be alone. Even the other people in the shelter I'm at have a family they can go see. I will be envious of them, and I will probably cry. It will be the best birthday and Christmas yet for me.
I don't know why I'm typing this up. Maybe to validate why I don't update as often as I'd like? I don't know. I miss my twin brother. Do you know what it's like, knowing someone your whole life and then suddenly never being to talk to them, without so much as a goodbye? It's disorienting.
Anyway, sorry to have bothered you with my woes. Thanks for the time, and the "I'm sorry this is happening to you" comments some will no doubt leave.
For me, Christmas feels like this song. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4btDrJiiTJI
It's upbeat and happy, like I naturally am. But there's an underscore of sorrow that I have. The thing is, last Thanksgiving was the best I've ever had. It was also the first I've ever had without my family, more specifically my mother. Does that give you any indication of what I'm feeling?
My birthday is on the twelfth, and I can't do anything special. Christmas, I will be alone. Even the other people in the shelter I'm at have a family they can go see. I will be envious of them, and I will probably cry. It will be the best birthday and Christmas yet for me.
I don't know why I'm typing this up. Maybe to validate why I don't update as often as I'd like? I don't know. I miss my twin brother. Do you know what it's like, knowing someone your whole life and then suddenly never being to talk to them, without so much as a goodbye? It's disorienting.
Anyway, sorry to have bothered you with my woes. Thanks for the time, and the "I'm sorry this is happening to you" comments some will no doubt leave.
Like MarioBros125253 said, you at least have friends on here.
If it makes you feel even better, there are others who may share the same feeling you have. Personally, I know one guy who feels the same way. The point is, while everyone at the shelter may have family to see, there's probably a lot more in the town/city, district, state/province, etc who can't.
I apologize if I come off as a bit harsh in my last sentence, I didn't meant for it to sound as such.
I forget that sometimes, that there are others with my problem, or maybe with a worse problem. I just wish no one had to suffer this loneliness. And no, you didn't sound harsh, you sounded realistic. I could use a little of that, so thank you.
Maybe ye might be happier ifn Santa (or one of his helpers) sent ye a little somethin? :)
Money an stuff can' buy 'appiness obviously, but a bit of gift givin can make spirits brighter.
Aww, you don't have to. I would appreciate it, I promise, but just your and so many others friendship have been wonderful. I wish everyone that's ever been kind to me here could see the tears I have as I'm smiling at them. I just wish I had a friend like I had with my brother more than anything, but you and everyone else have done a pretty good job of filling that hole in my heart.
But hopefully ye can find somethin to to make at least yer birthday a 'appy occasion, aye?
Friends don' ask fer anythin but the 'appiness of their friends Ol'Squeaks believes. ifn ye had any specific somethin, the Capn'd try to mark the occasion of yer birth or Christmas with a token of his esteem fer yer own kindness, friendship, an support mate :)
You're so kind, but I don't know what to ask for. I'd hate asking for some frivolous like a game, and I can get basic essentials now that I'm working. If you want to do anything, like a story or a picture, I'll be really glad. I'm just one of those people that feel weird when people are nice to them.
He'd be very happy to make a pic or tale to commemorate yer birthdate an the holiday season!
Frivolity isn't an evil mate. Ifn ye can think of a game or anything ye might enjoy rippin open a package to find, fire away :)
Ol'Squeaks has limited means, but ifn we don' use what we have in the cause of others, what're we doin aye? XD
Well, gee, thank you! I don't know what to suggest/ask for. Wait, I know! Could you do s small comic with Twilight and Snack Mix? I would love that.
Well, if you don't mind me asking... I'm not sure. I don't have a game system except my computer at the moment, and I use Steam. I do want to get a 3DS since it's relatively cheap, and I love the Paper Mario series. so Sticker Star looks like lots of fun, though I also want the Epic Mickey game coming out on it. Again, though, you don't have to. You've already done so much for me. ^^
Hmm...an neither are out of the realm of possibility ^_^
Don' sweat it mate. Ifn the Capn' can it's an honor an privilege to do :)
:D 'Sides. It's an opportunity to play with Snack Mix again, an a clarion call fer a shoppin excursion too (Ol'Squeaks hasn't done that in years XD)
Ol'Squeaks raises a bumper in spirit to to ye (an physically towards to screen jus fer the heck of it) (clink!)