Don't know what occured this morning
13 years ago
General
It's times like these you learn to live again. Yes, Dave Grohl, you couldn't have said it better.
I don't know why I feel crazy sometimes. Seemingly I'm so wrapped up like a bug in a rug with fear. You know those jokes people tell, but I try to be funny now after looking up something about mature defense mechanisms after losing my boyfriend last night. Otherwise, life goes on. No one can hate forever, and all is good.
So life is pretty swell right now. I'm thinking of going to a art and animation college still, but obviously to leave this website is just another fear which, in my whole lifetime I admit I've gotten used to, despite not many people not knowing what the fuck I was or am doing most of the time. So, you can forget my little act out. To be honest I shouldn't be acting here, I could end up in jail for internet harassment but we all get better. Forgiveness and love goes out to all my enemies and friends.
I miss you all and want to comtemplate you, I'm a lunatic I know, with so many extreme feelings for people. People can't work me out either. That's been fixed now. My hours and hours of meditation has made me a guy who isn't shaking at the thought of someone sending me a note to be a friend. So there is your good Stompy news.
Life goes on seemingly. People call me a attention seeker but the stuff I do is serious nonetheless. I seemingly make a stage on the internet to overthrow someone and stuff. I know, but no one has to go to a mental hospital. I'm sane now. We all get better, even insanity heals. I actually never lie about my emotions, it's just, later on, you think about what you've done, and then it becomes a lie. But enough of the past now.
So how're you all? I thought I'd be nice this morning. I know I'm probably one of the most hated guys on fa, but meh, hate only makes you stronger, suffering that too. I'm working on myself anyway.
Otherwise, for art, I reckon I should just go with the flow, since, as everyone knows, I'm emotionally ruled person. Not someone who is seemingly trying to act smart, even though I am smart, but your blunt sort of guy. Again, emotionally ruled ladies and gentlemen lets not forget that. Please, walk out of the door if you do not like who I am currently, but I do try hard to be happy and please. Seemingly, pleasing I would account does not always make you some attention humping prick, it's nice to be generous and sensitive of course and this is my account of it.
Life is good otherwise. I'm having ideas to improve on art now, again, the college is steeled in my mind too. Perhaps I can play this for once. I got books of Andrew loomis on here, with tons of other stuff. :) Will be drawing today hopefully and drawing some sketches this morning. xxx
Right, just posting my life. See you.
I don't know why I feel crazy sometimes. Seemingly I'm so wrapped up like a bug in a rug with fear. You know those jokes people tell, but I try to be funny now after looking up something about mature defense mechanisms after losing my boyfriend last night. Otherwise, life goes on. No one can hate forever, and all is good.
So life is pretty swell right now. I'm thinking of going to a art and animation college still, but obviously to leave this website is just another fear which, in my whole lifetime I admit I've gotten used to, despite not many people not knowing what the fuck I was or am doing most of the time. So, you can forget my little act out. To be honest I shouldn't be acting here, I could end up in jail for internet harassment but we all get better. Forgiveness and love goes out to all my enemies and friends.
I miss you all and want to comtemplate you, I'm a lunatic I know, with so many extreme feelings for people. People can't work me out either. That's been fixed now. My hours and hours of meditation has made me a guy who isn't shaking at the thought of someone sending me a note to be a friend. So there is your good Stompy news.
Life goes on seemingly. People call me a attention seeker but the stuff I do is serious nonetheless. I seemingly make a stage on the internet to overthrow someone and stuff. I know, but no one has to go to a mental hospital. I'm sane now. We all get better, even insanity heals. I actually never lie about my emotions, it's just, later on, you think about what you've done, and then it becomes a lie. But enough of the past now.
So how're you all? I thought I'd be nice this morning. I know I'm probably one of the most hated guys on fa, but meh, hate only makes you stronger, suffering that too. I'm working on myself anyway.
Otherwise, for art, I reckon I should just go with the flow, since, as everyone knows, I'm emotionally ruled person. Not someone who is seemingly trying to act smart, even though I am smart, but your blunt sort of guy. Again, emotionally ruled ladies and gentlemen lets not forget that. Please, walk out of the door if you do not like who I am currently, but I do try hard to be happy and please. Seemingly, pleasing I would account does not always make you some attention humping prick, it's nice to be generous and sensitive of course and this is my account of it.
Life is good otherwise. I'm having ideas to improve on art now, again, the college is steeled in my mind too. Perhaps I can play this for once. I got books of Andrew loomis on here, with tons of other stuff. :) Will be drawing today hopefully and drawing some sketches this morning. xxx
Right, just posting my life. See you.
FA+
