:) well now its getting to the end of the year, and this year sure was a long one for me. good news though Armand and I have a new apartment in Orlando, we are moving in on the 11th or Jan. we are slowly packing now, and thanks for my dad being in town hes going to help with the move. im hopping to get a good job down their soon. as well as Armand getting a good job as well. caus if no i have to move home to Maine and that i do not want to do.

well im off all my meds right now. mostly caus i cant afford them but im feeling alot better, well better than i was at least. ppl and furs i talk to all keep telling me im seeming like my old self again and that makes me happy.

i do have spouts of depression but i guess we all do from time to time. my biggest worries right now is letting my family down by not being able to find good work in Orlando, and that with the move and being that iv got absolutely no money i cant make much of a merry Christmas for my baby boon this year.

i know boon is not the biggest fan of Christmas and iv tried hard to get him some gifts but well being his daddy i do wish i could do more. its hard were Christmas time is my fav time of the year and due issues its not boons. i love him so much i just wish i could do so much more for him.

well also thanks to a great turn of events this year i got my papa whom i love dearly and who loves me back chaser. is a wonderful person so kind and caring. for some one who lives half a world away he always tries to make me feel like hes with me each day. and i really love him for that.

i would like also to send out loves to my mommy seaweed who makes me smile each and every time i hear from her and my puppy silver who does the same, both of which i could have closer to me but understand that they are needed where they are. they are my family as well and i would not give up any one of them for anything.

well this has been my little update hope it was not to long didn't read for you all thanks for you who did love you all and MERRY CHRISTMAS