I know, I fucking contradict myself
13 years ago
General
Honestly man, I don't know what the hell anymore.
I think I'm just a slave for people. I can't control it. I've meditated for hours, but hate is just not in me to do man and I don't think it's in others too.
It's like, a curse and a blessing, when things go bad, you wanna leave and leave people alone when you should, but I just can't fucking help it no more. I'm a people person. I try and run. You say for me to stay put but noooo, I'll go and fuck up someones life whilst I'm at it and still beg for mercy.
I'm fucking nuts, but, here I am. I'm not a fucking individual because you see that word Divide in individual? Yeah, I just set fire to the thing because for me, I am all things, all people, all worlds, all knowledge.
People can call me insane, but honestly, I am a Capricorn sun, Pisces Rising, Aquarius moon, that is the serving motherfuggin trinity right there, and guess what? I'll run from others just to be peaceful and nice and to avoid trouble, but I can't help it no more. I can't run from this shit no more.
I love myself for loving the world, but so be it. I accept this fate of mine to be in so love with people they could kill me in my sleep. I've been there, paranoid, I've been the complete opposite of me, only to go back.
World, I am Stompy the chu, and I am fucking your slave. Call me what you will. This is not a people pleaser. This is a man who through his extreme intense emotions, is born to serve and love and enjoy and pleasurize people. Call me a attention seeker too, won't work no more, I need release man, do you think I wanna drink this shit off?
Anyway, ain't got a damn clue anymore. I just wanted to be peaceful and nice all my life. But guess what? I'm raised to make people feel so good they get horny about me and feel so bad they'll chuck me out of their life forever, only for me to keep running back!
I'm officially everyone's pet rat. Love me world, I'll still love you back if you hate me! Huzzah! Send me to heaven if you will! I just can't fucking help it no more!
I think I'm just a slave for people. I can't control it. I've meditated for hours, but hate is just not in me to do man and I don't think it's in others too.
It's like, a curse and a blessing, when things go bad, you wanna leave and leave people alone when you should, but I just can't fucking help it no more. I'm a people person. I try and run. You say for me to stay put but noooo, I'll go and fuck up someones life whilst I'm at it and still beg for mercy.
I'm fucking nuts, but, here I am. I'm not a fucking individual because you see that word Divide in individual? Yeah, I just set fire to the thing because for me, I am all things, all people, all worlds, all knowledge.
People can call me insane, but honestly, I am a Capricorn sun, Pisces Rising, Aquarius moon, that is the serving motherfuggin trinity right there, and guess what? I'll run from others just to be peaceful and nice and to avoid trouble, but I can't help it no more. I can't run from this shit no more.
I love myself for loving the world, but so be it. I accept this fate of mine to be in so love with people they could kill me in my sleep. I've been there, paranoid, I've been the complete opposite of me, only to go back.
World, I am Stompy the chu, and I am fucking your slave. Call me what you will. This is not a people pleaser. This is a man who through his extreme intense emotions, is born to serve and love and enjoy and pleasurize people. Call me a attention seeker too, won't work no more, I need release man, do you think I wanna drink this shit off?
Anyway, ain't got a damn clue anymore. I just wanted to be peaceful and nice all my life. But guess what? I'm raised to make people feel so good they get horny about me and feel so bad they'll chuck me out of their life forever, only for me to keep running back!
I'm officially everyone's pet rat. Love me world, I'll still love you back if you hate me! Huzzah! Send me to heaven if you will! I just can't fucking help it no more!
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