*sigh* yes I know I know...but what I could need now really is a bit love... so basically I actually wish quite a lot I had a girlfriend...

I mean everything is crashing onto me now:
I'll loose my job on June 30th, and for the next 6 months I do not have any real view about anything...in the job future on my side...

and everywhere out there those couples are hugging, kissing and so on...

and no girl sees me, like they all ignore me...
and I can not even do anything, I mean recently I had seen a real cute girl, but I didn't run behind her, lol, maybe to avoid a slap in the face...cuz ya know, they are basically all taken it seems, and if not, they broke with one and if you then are together with such girls they start all "oh my ex was that way, and you are not so good"
I don't want that!

Actually my dream girl should be on a similiar level to me, I don't care of coloured or white.
She should at the best play soccer (or handball), XD
Be funny, have a technical understanding, and as I said at the best was on a similiar level with me, not arrogant because she can do so much...coming from: similiar level = several languages...
And of course she should be in my age... plus/minus one year, but nothing more...

And actually...finding this kind of girl is impossible...sadly...Q_Q...