Im trying
13 years ago
Okay. All those things I posted today..... I did today. Im really trying to get everything on my to-do list done art wise.
I have had ZERO time for sitting down and actually working on anything.
A few people I know IRL know this but I had something big emotionally happen and it was like my mind spun.
So as some people might remember, my mom and I had a GIANT fall out last year in.. July? (11') and we stopped talking all together when she had been my closest family. We could talk about anything, and after that giant fight I threw away the phone I had that was my only contact.
Well Thanksgiving day, I got a facebook msg from her saying "I miss you, and I love you. I'm sorry" kinda thing.
I kinda broke down, took a few days to return a msg, then let her call me. Turns out she bought a plane ticket to FL to try and fix things. And well.. I spent a week with my mom trying to rebuild and learning how life has been. She left to California again then a day later,
's mom flew in from California.....
UGGGGH.
And she was here until the 14th.
Then we got new roommates who I found on craigslist then later found they were furries........ LOL I've taught them of FA so people should go say hi to
tendaji &
simisan :D <3 they're pretty rad!!
SO. Finally....
Today has been the first day I've had to sit down... and work on my to-do list.
I know everyones been waiting a while for their commissions.. I'm really trying my best. But rebuilding the connection to my family is far more important than anything so people can hate me or w/e for being slower than I had hoped but if anyone knows my life; shit happens. And I have priorities. Family will always be at the top of that priority list.
I will try to finish one more piece tomorrow in the afternoon. Just depends on when I get home. I've learned im no longer going to try and keep expectations that people will get their art in case stuff comes up that takes my time instead. But I will try. :c
Hope everyone has a good holiday!!
I have had ZERO time for sitting down and actually working on anything.
A few people I know IRL know this but I had something big emotionally happen and it was like my mind spun.
So as some people might remember, my mom and I had a GIANT fall out last year in.. July? (11') and we stopped talking all together when she had been my closest family. We could talk about anything, and after that giant fight I threw away the phone I had that was my only contact.
Well Thanksgiving day, I got a facebook msg from her saying "I miss you, and I love you. I'm sorry" kinda thing.
I kinda broke down, took a few days to return a msg, then let her call me. Turns out she bought a plane ticket to FL to try and fix things. And well.. I spent a week with my mom trying to rebuild and learning how life has been. She left to California again then a day later,

UGGGGH.
And she was here until the 14th.
Then we got new roommates who I found on craigslist then later found they were furries........ LOL I've taught them of FA so people should go say hi to


SO. Finally....
Today has been the first day I've had to sit down... and work on my to-do list.
I know everyones been waiting a while for their commissions.. I'm really trying my best. But rebuilding the connection to my family is far more important than anything so people can hate me or w/e for being slower than I had hoped but if anyone knows my life; shit happens. And I have priorities. Family will always be at the top of that priority list.
I will try to finish one more piece tomorrow in the afternoon. Just depends on when I get home. I've learned im no longer going to try and keep expectations that people will get their art in case stuff comes up that takes my time instead. But I will try. :c
Hope everyone has a good holiday!!
one does not simply seperate the two
PEOPLE HAVE HIGH EXPECTATIONS OF ME CUZ IM AZN.
AND I DISAPPOINT FOR HAVING TOO MUCH OF A LIFE AND FAMILY. /sob