Hey everyone.

I know I vanished completely there for a little bit..

I had a death in my family that hit me extremely hard. My grandpa had been slowly slipping away for a while now, and finally he was admitted to a hospital on the 2nd. He eventually was just so weak that they put him on something and gave him his favorite tunes so that he'd just slowly and painlessly pass. He finally passed away on the 4th.

My grandpa had been such an important person in my life. He was a strong, small dude straight from Scotland. He may have had a really tough attitude, but he was a genuine guy. He told you the truth about anything.. When I was younger- I admit, I was kinda a fuck up living in fantasy and not knowing what the outside world was like.. I took a leap and went to culinary school- I'd never seen anyone so proud of me as him. He was so excited to tell me all these stories from when he owned a hotel and cooked and the stories went on. From then on, he always wanted to know about my jobs and where I was cooking and wanted me to cook for him.
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Then.. I left the cooking industry since I have an extremely weak body apparently. I kept getting pinched nerves and being unable to stand in the morning.. so I went back into customer service and attractions. I visited him with Joe ( crushdood) and that man couldn't have been more proud of the man I'd chosen to be with <3 My grandpa LOVED him. He couldn't stop talking about Scottish heritage and war stories.

Back in April I was able to see him again. He didn't look too great.. I could tell that his time was coming to an end. It was.. extremely sad to see him in that state but now that I look back on it- Im extremely happy that I was able to see him one last time before he passed away..

RIP Bernard Aitchison <333
I will miss you like no tomorrow...

I've also had a few days of breakdown because one of my cats is dying and the only way to fix her is if I do an expensive surgery.. Augh so. Yeah. my mind hasnt been that great lately..

So that being send..

I'm going to issue refunds shortly for everyone.
I've lost my spark. Death hits me so awful. I cant think of doing anything.

Most my art commission refunds will be handed out on Friday.

Im sorry for this long wait guys. I've tried and tried but life just keeps hitting me and I have no spark. And no spark = crappy art from me. Im never going to make people pay for crappy art.

thank you to everyone whos been understanding this whole time :/ means a lot.