I know its been forever since i was active. a message here. a few faves there, but never a real acknowledgement of my existence. i don't want you guys thinking i'm loosing my spirit, if anything i'm even more furry than i've ever been!! and most importantly...

I haven't forgotten YOU!

i guess the season has given me a kick in the pants, reminding me i still have ties to keep alive. i haven't given up our ways i just spend my free time elsewhere these days. usually on F-list and Second life. yes... it got me. but still i'm not nearly as 'active' as i've been in the past. i can't really explain why this has happened... why i've lost my will and my drive to show myself in the community. i can blame it on my recent gaming, i could blame it on my currently hard, hectic and unpredictable life, i could blame it on the fact that i was never really any good. but i don't think they are right. i simply haven't been myself... who i once was, i guess... i grew up... i dunno.. god i hope not...

nothing particularly massive has happened in my life so far... just day after stressful. random event filled day. other than the usual brainstorming that ALWAYS happens and results in a new idea i wanna try out. but with my lack of drive, never get done...

depressing.... i know i'm horrible like that recently

i guess i just wanna tell you all that i still love ya. i'm still alive and well, and if the rumers about MSN being shut down some time soon are true i will need a whole bunch of new contact info. i will attempt to return to active-ness in the community as soon as i can. i really do miss the endless supply of porn that rushes through here.. hehehehe. but seriously though. every time i open up i see incredible pieces of art. and that's why i love it here

i was gunna say something else but i guess i forgot.. mustn't have been important,

if you finished reading you get warm hugs from all my active char's. cos its not just me that feels bad for neglecting all you awesome people