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Feels like the bad guys are winning
13 years ago
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I don't really get the ostracization of this world anymore.
I see people, who treat people, and I've always seen it. People who to others seem like angels, but to me, I've been berated and been at my worst low with the very same 'angels', it's like people are absolutely blind to these people too. Trusting them so perfectly, overlooking every flaw. Even proof will never change them.
You talk to the very same people, you go to speak your feelings. They can always lay you down with how much scum and how bad you are, or barely even care, show no consicence or remorse for what they've done. Their actions in their case are barely what one would call suitable, but the people themselves expect to be pitied, understood and accepted for the same thing.
I'm talking of many people I've met. All my life. Just... seriously. Delirious as hell about how much damage they cause to the world, how much they lie, cheat, moan, and yet people love and adore the same person. Accept and give them unconditional love. It's like people are literally blind. Blind to reality, even when the reality is shown.
I've grew up in this world and I seriously always wondered. Why? Why was I beaten the hell out of, bullied, used as a slave and scoffed at so much I was suicidal, yet my mother pities and loves the same son who did it, the same friend who did it years later, and says I whine too much whilst respecting that same person as if they were god, or a angel or jesus christ?
But then, I've been blind. But I feel the world is blinder. I've been scoffed at so much, I see these people everywhere I go, enjoying their lives, getting away with it every single time with no true real reflection on their actions. They don't care. They can do it over and over.
It just makes me sick, and I wonder, why? How? Otherwise, all the good people are scapegoated and the bad guys are winning?
I see people, who treat people, and I've always seen it. People who to others seem like angels, but to me, I've been berated and been at my worst low with the very same 'angels', it's like people are absolutely blind to these people too. Trusting them so perfectly, overlooking every flaw. Even proof will never change them.
You talk to the very same people, you go to speak your feelings. They can always lay you down with how much scum and how bad you are, or barely even care, show no consicence or remorse for what they've done. Their actions in their case are barely what one would call suitable, but the people themselves expect to be pitied, understood and accepted for the same thing.
I'm talking of many people I've met. All my life. Just... seriously. Delirious as hell about how much damage they cause to the world, how much they lie, cheat, moan, and yet people love and adore the same person. Accept and give them unconditional love. It's like people are literally blind. Blind to reality, even when the reality is shown.
I've grew up in this world and I seriously always wondered. Why? Why was I beaten the hell out of, bullied, used as a slave and scoffed at so much I was suicidal, yet my mother pities and loves the same son who did it, the same friend who did it years later, and says I whine too much whilst respecting that same person as if they were god, or a angel or jesus christ?
But then, I've been blind. But I feel the world is blinder. I've been scoffed at so much, I see these people everywhere I go, enjoying their lives, getting away with it every single time with no true real reflection on their actions. They don't care. They can do it over and over.
It just makes me sick, and I wonder, why? How? Otherwise, all the good people are scapegoated and the bad guys are winning?
