having a really rough time :( no art for a while
13 years ago
General
I dont' know if you simply forgot about me... or If you just decided to leave me behind AGAIN... but it hurts like a bitch... merry christmas to you too, Dad.
sincerely,
your daughter
ps. I told mom about your pot farm so guess what, you prolly won't be seeing much of EITHER of your daughters for a while.
I wanted to see mama and my family so badly for christmas, I've only gotten to see them once since my folks divorced. I asked dad what day he was going up he said he wasn't sure so I BEGGED him to make it the day before or the day after and he smiled at me in a way he hasn't since he was allowed to bully me and call me whatever mean thing he could think of and assured me I would see them the day before or the day after. so today when he came over I asked him what time I should be ready to go on xmas eve he said "no i'm going xmas day" I asked him a few times if he was sure he wasn't going on the eve, fighting tears in my eyes and he began yelling "I'M NOT I'M NOT I'M NOT I'M NOT FOR FUCK SAKE!" My heart was shattered and i went downstairs so I wouldn't cry and he couldn't laugh at me, call me stupid, make fun of me, or do all three behind my back ...
SO NEEDLESS TO SAY, i am completely heart broken right now, I might upload a few projects I finished a day or two ago but I don't see myself feeling up to making anything new for a while. I'll still log on everyday so plz feel free to to contact me or comment on any of my stuff in the mean time
sincerely,
your daughter
ps. I told mom about your pot farm so guess what, you prolly won't be seeing much of EITHER of your daughters for a while.
I wanted to see mama and my family so badly for christmas, I've only gotten to see them once since my folks divorced. I asked dad what day he was going up he said he wasn't sure so I BEGGED him to make it the day before or the day after and he smiled at me in a way he hasn't since he was allowed to bully me and call me whatever mean thing he could think of and assured me I would see them the day before or the day after. so today when he came over I asked him what time I should be ready to go on xmas eve he said "no i'm going xmas day" I asked him a few times if he was sure he wasn't going on the eve, fighting tears in my eyes and he began yelling "I'M NOT I'M NOT I'M NOT I'M NOT FOR FUCK SAKE!" My heart was shattered and i went downstairs so I wouldn't cry and he couldn't laugh at me, call me stupid, make fun of me, or do all three behind my back ...
SO NEEDLESS TO SAY, i am completely heart broken right now, I might upload a few projects I finished a day or two ago but I don't see myself feeling up to making anything new for a while. I'll still log on everyday so plz feel free to to contact me or comment on any of my stuff in the mean time
FA+

*hugs*
Hope you feel better soon.
Feel free to send me his E-mail address if you want me to hit him with some of my nastiest insults on your behalf. (And I can get some seriously venomous insults going once I get roused! This bunny ain't just soft and cuddly! Seriously, I know stuff that would make Karkat Vantas feel outmatched in the insult department! hehe).
*Offers comforting cuddles*
*hugs tightly and cuddles*
just keep it on the positive