I don't get it, everyone I know just develops this bloody superiority complex around me, sure I teach them positivity and confidence and long life survival exploits, but then they take it like they're meant to stand above me.

Seriously, what the hell is with people? It's not even real confidence! Arrogance? Honestly! You're a fucking shallow piece of shit for thnking you're above me, aswell as intolerant of accepting others!

Honestly, how is this happening? Just had a string of this happen over and over...

Now if it's become I'm a great guy with massive talent, thank you but telling me that won't make my ego swell. Only pussies brag about themselves, and anyone can do aswell as anyone else. But perhaps I'm just the best and people can't stand it? Just being blunt?

I dunno... haha. I guess I'm just a awesome guy who is great competition for people? It's just I watch all you angels come to me and just change... I feel sorry for you because you're such perfect people, but you greed suddenly so much for power and it's like, what the hell, my belief system barely even dictates something as shit as paper green as the reason I exist! Seriously! Don't brag to me about money because it don't and won't work?

Seriously... I dunno guys... I guess I'm great, anyone can do what I can do, why can't you just smile, enjoy life and smell the roses? Too many friends lost to this shit. It's not me anymore.