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Happy birfday my babuh <3
13 years ago
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Yes I have a bunch of stupidass nicknames for her. xD
Okay, so I have known her for over three years now. And since I first had the butterflies dance in my stomach, they were constantly nagging at me. I tried to forget this, for I was sure it would ruin our close friendship. She had become my best friend, I was closer to her then I was to anyone else.
Over time, the feeling started to grow and I couldn't help but escape my feelings by using a couple that we had created with our characters. I thought it would ease the feelings, but it only became stronger. One night, I finally told her. I wasn't very brave then; I said it over a text. After no answer, I quickly lied over my fear of losing her and told her I didn't, and that I had just been confused. I never told her, but after that, I went and cried in the shower for an hour or so, over my mixed emotions.
Soon after, she had gotten with someone else and I had basically given up on my feelings. I just wanted to make her happy, whether it was with someone else or not. I tried giving her advise when she needed it, and when she was hurt... but slowly.... she was being pulled away from me. I felt a wall being built up between us. And... a part of me was okay with it. I was numb by that time. Hey, if she was happy, then I wouldn't try and argue with her...
We stopped talking... it became weeks for when we would even say 'hi'. I had dated other people, and was happy with them. But none of them made me feel the same way she did.
After a lot of drama that is quite too personal to put up on here, she needed someone to help her, and I was quickly there to help her. I didn't help her only because I wanted something more from her like you might think; I was dating someone else at the time. All she needed was a friend, and I was there for her. All of the emotions spewing out, I couldn't help but to slowly rekindle my old passions. I didn't comment on them, though, because she was in such a state that kept my predatory protectiveness at an all time high. She needed to be kept safe, and I was there for her.
...I stupidly leaned down on one knee in my barn when she came over, after a month or more, and I proposed if she would be mine. I had broken up with my other, because she just didn't make me feel the way that she does.
After almost all this time, I just want to tell you, that I love you. I love you more then anything. Everything that we have been through, I want to tell you a happy birthday, and that I wish I could be there. My stupid stomach flu. I hope you have an amazing day, week, year, life....
And I will be here for you, forever.
Okay, so I have known her for over three years now. And since I first had the butterflies dance in my stomach, they were constantly nagging at me. I tried to forget this, for I was sure it would ruin our close friendship. She had become my best friend, I was closer to her then I was to anyone else.
Over time, the feeling started to grow and I couldn't help but escape my feelings by using a couple that we had created with our characters. I thought it would ease the feelings, but it only became stronger. One night, I finally told her. I wasn't very brave then; I said it over a text. After no answer, I quickly lied over my fear of losing her and told her I didn't, and that I had just been confused. I never told her, but after that, I went and cried in the shower for an hour or so, over my mixed emotions.
Soon after, she had gotten with someone else and I had basically given up on my feelings. I just wanted to make her happy, whether it was with someone else or not. I tried giving her advise when she needed it, and when she was hurt... but slowly.... she was being pulled away from me. I felt a wall being built up between us. And... a part of me was okay with it. I was numb by that time. Hey, if she was happy, then I wouldn't try and argue with her...
We stopped talking... it became weeks for when we would even say 'hi'. I had dated other people, and was happy with them. But none of them made me feel the same way she did.
After a lot of drama that is quite too personal to put up on here, she needed someone to help her, and I was quickly there to help her. I didn't help her only because I wanted something more from her like you might think; I was dating someone else at the time. All she needed was a friend, and I was there for her. All of the emotions spewing out, I couldn't help but to slowly rekindle my old passions. I didn't comment on them, though, because she was in such a state that kept my predatory protectiveness at an all time high. She needed to be kept safe, and I was there for her.
...I stupidly leaned down on one knee in my barn when she came over, after a month or more, and I proposed if she would be mine. I had broken up with my other, because she just didn't make me feel the way that she does.
After almost all this time, I just want to tell you, that I love you. I love you more then anything. Everything that we have been through, I want to tell you a happy birthday, and that I wish I could be there. My stupid stomach flu. I hope you have an amazing day, week, year, life....
And I will be here for you, forever.
they need to be shared by me, you always gives too much loves to handle. xD
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At night XD
xD
YES.