Why do you watch me, you don't even trust me
13 years ago
General
That title there, is rather, what I think is wrong with the human condition.
Yes, the ways of us all. How we'll adapt to truths aswell as lies, as much as this planet, barely trusts itself. Wastes itself wondering on dreams, how to achieve things.
All this can be done, by trusting the heart of course. But then, what of it? Where do you even trust anything when you can't even trust yourself? How mobile, how stuck these people are.
I simply feel society is a disordered freakism of sorts. How we're dismayed by things that we will do ourselves. How we all freak out at things. How we alienate ourselves.
Over and over I see it happening. Friends are lost now, but by what? Gossip, scapegoating and slander. Where does the truth start and begin? Where does love happen? We're but all lost in a web of pure fucking fear.
Where does alienation come from? Where does this debauchery come from?
It's that thought, it's that one thought that mankind is bad, that's so prisoned in our society. Many of us living in pure fear. But it's not so much that society is bad, it's what society wants, and man is selfish; man is willing to manipulate, trick and be cunning. It is in our nature to lie at times, because that is how we hunt prey. The intuition would be able to decode however, such predators.
The heart seems like something in society that both encourages courage, and yet, is so discouraged. Human's history in turmoil, destroying others and praising others, for what? What we hear.
We so undoubtably want to believe literally everything, even if the truths dance on each other. We'll set fire to people as Christians, kill in name of our religions, we'll believe everything and anything if it relinquishes one thing: Human need. We rely on everything to keep us comfortable, safe, secure. Security is the deepest thing in a man's triggerable complex, and over and over, it is broken into.
'Did you hear about Sam today? How far he went to steal a bike from a man's toolshed?'
How many would believe that? Many. But where would the real truth lie? Trust in the emotions. Those who're so imprisoned by logic alone cannot discern. They're left in fear their entire lives, putting on false identities, living a lie alone.
It's pathetic really. Everything we could so rightly had can be so taken away by hearsay and given back. We avoid any kind of intimacy because of what we know, not what we feel. We have to leave and watch others suffer aimlessly to people who're manipulating them to serve their own grandiose needs.
So many friends, haven't you lost, Haven't I lost because of one thing? Gossip, hearsay, where is the trust of intuition ever conceived?
Hatred is so grounded in our systems, and we're but a intrinsically insanely gullible species trapped by fears and tangible experience developed by the mind. The heart is lost to us. The imagination is dead only because we kill it by never listening to our hearts and ourselves.
I've had lovers removed from me, friends, I'm sure you all have. I believe it is time now, for those who even want to DARE to trust the heart, I persuade somehow, we believe to trust this thing so invisible to us? 'What if it lies?' My good sir? Do you know any clue why? It's because you chose to believe in fear in the first place and that!
So I wonder about things. You feel lost sometimes. You sit there and think 'How did this happen?' and it's all there, such a opinionated society sanctifies everything with it's reasonable logic. Friends, who've been brothers to us I'm sure have been taken. Family. Far more.
Simply when will we trust the heart? Things, people are lost forever, never to return to us because of this.
It only makes you want to cry or hate them. Because no one has a 'mind' in this society, no one is willing to even develop one, because we're so fucking aimlessly believing everything, and never realising the truth for ourselves. Why society are we consisted of robots?
...
It simply seems so, in a world, where does friendship linger, where no one is willing to believe in themselves and trust themselves? Friends and lovers and family taken away from us, perhaps forever, because seemingly, no one wants to believe in the heart.
How can love develop alone with the mind? Can we think it?
...
Yes, the ways of us all. How we'll adapt to truths aswell as lies, as much as this planet, barely trusts itself. Wastes itself wondering on dreams, how to achieve things.
All this can be done, by trusting the heart of course. But then, what of it? Where do you even trust anything when you can't even trust yourself? How mobile, how stuck these people are.
I simply feel society is a disordered freakism of sorts. How we're dismayed by things that we will do ourselves. How we all freak out at things. How we alienate ourselves.
Over and over I see it happening. Friends are lost now, but by what? Gossip, scapegoating and slander. Where does the truth start and begin? Where does love happen? We're but all lost in a web of pure fucking fear.
Where does alienation come from? Where does this debauchery come from?
It's that thought, it's that one thought that mankind is bad, that's so prisoned in our society. Many of us living in pure fear. But it's not so much that society is bad, it's what society wants, and man is selfish; man is willing to manipulate, trick and be cunning. It is in our nature to lie at times, because that is how we hunt prey. The intuition would be able to decode however, such predators.
The heart seems like something in society that both encourages courage, and yet, is so discouraged. Human's history in turmoil, destroying others and praising others, for what? What we hear.
We so undoubtably want to believe literally everything, even if the truths dance on each other. We'll set fire to people as Christians, kill in name of our religions, we'll believe everything and anything if it relinquishes one thing: Human need. We rely on everything to keep us comfortable, safe, secure. Security is the deepest thing in a man's triggerable complex, and over and over, it is broken into.
'Did you hear about Sam today? How far he went to steal a bike from a man's toolshed?'
How many would believe that? Many. But where would the real truth lie? Trust in the emotions. Those who're so imprisoned by logic alone cannot discern. They're left in fear their entire lives, putting on false identities, living a lie alone.
It's pathetic really. Everything we could so rightly had can be so taken away by hearsay and given back. We avoid any kind of intimacy because of what we know, not what we feel. We have to leave and watch others suffer aimlessly to people who're manipulating them to serve their own grandiose needs.
So many friends, haven't you lost, Haven't I lost because of one thing? Gossip, hearsay, where is the trust of intuition ever conceived?
Hatred is so grounded in our systems, and we're but a intrinsically insanely gullible species trapped by fears and tangible experience developed by the mind. The heart is lost to us. The imagination is dead only because we kill it by never listening to our hearts and ourselves.
I've had lovers removed from me, friends, I'm sure you all have. I believe it is time now, for those who even want to DARE to trust the heart, I persuade somehow, we believe to trust this thing so invisible to us? 'What if it lies?' My good sir? Do you know any clue why? It's because you chose to believe in fear in the first place and that!
So I wonder about things. You feel lost sometimes. You sit there and think 'How did this happen?' and it's all there, such a opinionated society sanctifies everything with it's reasonable logic. Friends, who've been brothers to us I'm sure have been taken. Family. Far more.
Simply when will we trust the heart? Things, people are lost forever, never to return to us because of this.
It only makes you want to cry or hate them. Because no one has a 'mind' in this society, no one is willing to even develop one, because we're so fucking aimlessly believing everything, and never realising the truth for ourselves. Why society are we consisted of robots?
...
It simply seems so, in a world, where does friendship linger, where no one is willing to believe in themselves and trust themselves? Friends and lovers and family taken away from us, perhaps forever, because seemingly, no one wants to believe in the heart.
How can love develop alone with the mind? Can we think it?
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