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13 years ago
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Sooooooo....as most of you (anyone paying attention) might have noticed, I haven't been on here much at ALL anymore. While I was taking a bit of an art break at first because I got burned out, I now have OTHER and more severe reasons for having to put my art aside.
I have been in the ER four times now in the past month for kidney stones. Let me tell you right now, this is something I will never wish upon ANYONE. This pain is by far the worse thing I have yet to experience in my entire life. There is no equivalent or words I can even describe the amount of pain.
Did you know you can throw up so much, so hard to the point that you literally puke....liver bile? No one told me and that in itself felt like something exploded inside my abdomen. I actually went into shock during my fourth trip(yesterday) and that was also a new experience for me.
On top of all this, the stones are too small to preform surgery to remove which at this point I would much rather have them do it that way just to get all this over with.
I have two more stones to pass says the CT scan. Having only passed ONE at this point. One is in the left kidney and the other is in the right....the right one probably being the next to pass. More pain of passing it on its way. I'm so upset and just worn out that I'm starting to pray for God to just get this over with quickly and to please help me in dealing with this pain/nausea and I'm not a crazy religious person.
Please wish me well and you probably wont be hearing from me for a while still.
This just ruined my whole December and Christmas. I've never been so downhearted and just begging for relief. Any well wishes coming my way would be much appreciated.
So thank you in advance for having me in your thoughts.
I have been in the ER four times now in the past month for kidney stones. Let me tell you right now, this is something I will never wish upon ANYONE. This pain is by far the worse thing I have yet to experience in my entire life. There is no equivalent or words I can even describe the amount of pain.
Did you know you can throw up so much, so hard to the point that you literally puke....liver bile? No one told me and that in itself felt like something exploded inside my abdomen. I actually went into shock during my fourth trip(yesterday) and that was also a new experience for me.
On top of all this, the stones are too small to preform surgery to remove which at this point I would much rather have them do it that way just to get all this over with.
I have two more stones to pass says the CT scan. Having only passed ONE at this point. One is in the left kidney and the other is in the right....the right one probably being the next to pass. More pain of passing it on its way. I'm so upset and just worn out that I'm starting to pray for God to just get this over with quickly and to please help me in dealing with this pain/nausea and I'm not a crazy religious person.
Please wish me well and you probably wont be hearing from me for a while still.
This just ruined my whole December and Christmas. I've never been so downhearted and just begging for relief. Any well wishes coming my way would be much appreciated.
So thank you in advance for having me in your thoughts.
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things may not look good right now but after there gone itl be better. and it will always get better. keep fighting and stay strong. the art can wait. right now u need to focus on u more than anything and getting better.
I do NOT want this to keep happening to my the rest of my life....this one time right now is enough to really just kill me.
I've been so scared and just anxiously waiting for the pain to continue as I know it WILL at this point. I get to thinking I feel better for a couple of days and then BOOM the pain is back and so severe it just is absolutely crippling. And again my anxiety is enough to make me even MORE sick to my stomach as I wait for this to pass....it's just horrible. Never again. I hope to God.
not so much of the spicey chips n junk.
weekly fiberous diet and craberry juice [as in one day out of the week u just clean ur system with such to not produce an abundace of waists and hazards that can accumulate and cause damage]
and a workout of an hour a day. weather it be running to pushups n panking.
that was after they passed. wail u have em just drink alot of fluids and fiber and no "junk" food. or powderd drinks like coolaid or fake lemonaid that u make with the powder. turns out that can lead to stones. and work out an hour a day as well. unless u had surgery or feel verry very bad body wise. then do yoga. like stretches and stuff. that helps alot.
in each family member i have that had such, they say yoga was the best thing for them.
I was a HUGE addict of caffeine (five hr energy, monsters, starbucks, tea, coffee) and I don't doubt for a second that it really screwed me over with this in the long run. I just got a urologist recommended to me and have to make an appointment ASAP this week so I'm sure more advice is also coming my way. Thank you though.
Hope this will be over for you as fast as possible.
and no offense she's a lil wuss on pain (but i love her anyways) so if she can do it.. i'm sure you can.. i'm sorry its just so many