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[HAPPY NEW YEAR] My years review
13 years ago
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Welcome to INCtastics Journal *sigh* okay
Well... 2012 wasn't a very good year for me - sure I finished my school which was one of the best things to ever happen in my life
but it was a bad year for me as an artist and I asked myself several times the question "do you still want to be an artist?"
I asked that several times as I see artists around me improving and getting better in even less time then me which depresses me
Somehow I force myself to become better even thou I know it's not the best thing to do as an artist.
I hope to change that this year - but we all know where all those "good intentions" go
Also I was like dead on some sites like Deviantart, Nabyn or Youtube
I don't know but I want to do something on youtube - and no Let's Playing - it's too time consuming for me
(even thou I want to do a single one)
Also i let down many of my friends - decayed to people I never talk to - which I want to change somehow
So what do I want for 2013?
I want to do less gaming and more drawing
Also beeing more active on this site and others
and finally manage to check all of my submissions which I still have from 2011
So... finally I want to thank you al for staying with me even though my fucking laziness
Every favourite and every comment of you makes me happy
And I have to say it strengthens my intention of going on as an artist and becoming better
Have a great new year of 2013, because I hope I will have it
And stay as great as you already are :3
Now for Furaffinity I just want to add something special and personal...
Pikuna my lovely dear... it has been 3 years and 2 months now since we are a couple - we went through hell and back together and espially you went this path on your bare feet just to see me happy. Even thou it was hard sometimes and we had our downtimes... you were always there for me, caring and always ready to give me a big fluffy hug. For all your care, your loyalty and your mere presence... I thank you with the words... you complete me.
For 2013 I wish you the best, since it is the least you can ask for because you clearly deserve more then the best <3
Sephircard, my best friend in the world, my brother, my onii, my game camerade and soul brother and what so ever we are together.
We both know that it's not easy, life is not easy and also caring is not easy. But besides Pikuna you're the person I had the most fun with my entire life. I never played funnier games then with you, I remember our first run thorugh Molten Core like it was yesterday... together on Level 80 we killed those first two encounters - it was a tough task but we did it - we did it together. And as I remember this everytime it makes me sure that there is nothing and I mean NOTHING that can't be won with friendship. For all this funtime we had I give you the most brotherly hug I can offer.
I know the year started horrible for you, but I'm sure it gets better. Please don't worry too much - friends want to see another smiling and that is what makes the sun shine even on the most rainy days.
kibii You are also one of the best friends I have, and also one of the cloesest. I am really sorry that it seems like the whole world and also heaven and hell are hating you, but I really look up to you that you still go on even thou all that crappy things happen to you. You're a great and friendly person, full of positivity and always cheering me up somehow and a really great artist. The world would be a much better place with more people like you, people who make the sun shine. my wishes for 2013 for you are that I hope that the bad things finally end, which happen to you, that you can go on in a much brighter future and always have people around you that you can ask for as friends. With me, you have at least one friend so don't let yourself down!
StrikerXE And oh yeah, how could I forget you. Striker, one of my best friends here on this site, we don't chat often but I'm sure you wrote longer comments under my pictures then I wrote descriptions to them. And I slap myself for sometimes beeing too lazy to read them since I'm the personalized laziness. But I want to thank you for beeing such an active watcher, a good friend and nice person who deserves more attention in the future. My friend, I pull my helmet before you *bows*
But I wish a bit more chatting in the future and a good way to 2014 the next yeah. hehe :3
Fenrixion I don't want to forget you, Fenri. we don't know each other for long now but you have a great and nice person just like you're an awesome artist. Sadly we don't chat much recently and I again want to thank you for the great chibis of Pikuna and me, well I guess you see at our icons we like 'em hehe. x3 Maybe we can play some games in the future or do trades, I got you as a good friend and I don't want to miss you, thank you for the awesome time together. I wish you the best things for 2013 and that your art will become at least twice as awesome as it already is x3
Namie for her in german, sorry ;3
hach ja, wir kennen uns ja auch noch nicht lange, wirklich nicht lange und auch mehr sporadisch, was ich aber wirklich wirklich WIRKLICH gerne in Zukunft ändern würde. Ich entschuldige mich noch mal für das ganze Theater wegen niht zurückschreiben und so, aber das hatten wir ja schon x3
Ich hab auch einfach gesehen, dass du ein sehr liebes Mädchen bist und dass dir auch einige Dinge passiert sind, die wirklich schrecklich sind.
Ich hoffe, dass all das Schlechte, Schlimme und Üble, was dir 2012 widerfahren ist mit 2013 ein Ende hat. Du bist eine starke Frau und eine ehrliche, freundliche Person. Hossa! x3
MNXenX001 Oh Xennie, where should I begin. I know we don't chat much but it's always funny and great to have a little conversation with you pal.
I don't want to miss the fun from there and maybe we can chat a bit more in the future hehe ^w^ since I really look up to you as an artist :3
Well I hope for it but for now I wish you the best 2013 in the world.
I also want to thank my great friends from my group conversation, Bosco, Ferno, Toddy, Ventus, Flare, Kaddi and Schocky. I am only sometimes in the chat but it's always funny there,you're cool persons and a great... very great group of awesome people. I'm glad I have you as friends and I really do enjoy the chats with you.
I also want to thank
Zwiebelritter, 
Shizuuya and 
SeliamYou three are also great great people I trust and enjoy talking and chatting to. You're awesome, you're very great friends and you are good good people I really would miss, if I wouldn't have them. For you I wish the best to happen in 2013 and that you will rock it off! :3
Last but not least I want to give my greetings to all people I know,
Future-Dreamer, 
Rimfire, 
Snowfyre, 
Metalrenamon, 
Danielssj 
Pandablubb 
Thundereus 
BirdyBirdBird 
Iceydramon 
Slifer 
Ecko7 
HyenaCream 
Furblade, from MSN and everywhere Schwarznebel, Nakamura, Rose, Selma, Sol, Chakat and all I didn't named here but talk to and chat with me.
People, all of you, my dear watchers, all of you are awesome. You are awesome because you watch and care I enjoy beeing your friend, you all made my life better, for four years I have been now in this fandom, and I can tell you that I'm not the same person anymore as I was when I came here.
I was weak, depressive, lonely, nobody ever cared for me, I could never trust anyone, but all that changed when I came to the fandom. I met people I can trust, I can tell things and don't look strange (at least not too strange) at me. Friendly people are rare and you all deserve to be called this.
All of you somehow gave me a hand and lifted me up out of the darkness I was covered in. For that I finally want to say thanks. You all are the reason I can be here and type this... you all saved my life somehow and changed it. I changed like 180 degrees in another direction and that's a good thing....
Well if there are peopel who don't see this you can be free to tell them this... I would be very thankful... so for all of you, I want to say only... have a great 2013 and kick it up!
I'm INCtastic and I'm glad you read my journal :3
Well... 2012 wasn't a very good year for me - sure I finished my school which was one of the best things to ever happen in my life
but it was a bad year for me as an artist and I asked myself several times the question "do you still want to be an artist?"
I asked that several times as I see artists around me improving and getting better in even less time then me which depresses me
Somehow I force myself to become better even thou I know it's not the best thing to do as an artist.
I hope to change that this year - but we all know where all those "good intentions" go
Also I was like dead on some sites like Deviantart, Nabyn or Youtube
I don't know but I want to do something on youtube - and no Let's Playing - it's too time consuming for me
(even thou I want to do a single one)
Also i let down many of my friends - decayed to people I never talk to - which I want to change somehow
So what do I want for 2013?
I want to do less gaming and more drawing
Also beeing more active on this site and others
and finally manage to check all of my submissions which I still have from 2011
So... finally I want to thank you al for staying with me even though my fucking laziness
Every favourite and every comment of you makes me happy
And I have to say it strengthens my intention of going on as an artist and becoming better
Have a great new year of 2013, because I hope I will have it
And stay as great as you already are :3
Now for Furaffinity I just want to add something special and personal...
Pikuna my lovely dear... it has been 3 years and 2 months now since we are a couple - we went through hell and back together and espially you went this path on your bare feet just to see me happy. Even thou it was hard sometimes and we had our downtimes... you were always there for me, caring and always ready to give me a big fluffy hug. For all your care, your loyalty and your mere presence... I thank you with the words... you complete me.For 2013 I wish you the best, since it is the least you can ask for because you clearly deserve more then the best <3
Sephircard, my best friend in the world, my brother, my onii, my game camerade and soul brother and what so ever we are together.We both know that it's not easy, life is not easy and also caring is not easy. But besides Pikuna you're the person I had the most fun with my entire life. I never played funnier games then with you, I remember our first run thorugh Molten Core like it was yesterday... together on Level 80 we killed those first two encounters - it was a tough task but we did it - we did it together. And as I remember this everytime it makes me sure that there is nothing and I mean NOTHING that can't be won with friendship. For all this funtime we had I give you the most brotherly hug I can offer.
I know the year started horrible for you, but I'm sure it gets better. Please don't worry too much - friends want to see another smiling and that is what makes the sun shine even on the most rainy days.
kibii You are also one of the best friends I have, and also one of the cloesest. I am really sorry that it seems like the whole world and also heaven and hell are hating you, but I really look up to you that you still go on even thou all that crappy things happen to you. You're a great and friendly person, full of positivity and always cheering me up somehow and a really great artist. The world would be a much better place with more people like you, people who make the sun shine. my wishes for 2013 for you are that I hope that the bad things finally end, which happen to you, that you can go on in a much brighter future and always have people around you that you can ask for as friends. With me, you have at least one friend so don't let yourself down!
StrikerXE And oh yeah, how could I forget you. Striker, one of my best friends here on this site, we don't chat often but I'm sure you wrote longer comments under my pictures then I wrote descriptions to them. And I slap myself for sometimes beeing too lazy to read them since I'm the personalized laziness. But I want to thank you for beeing such an active watcher, a good friend and nice person who deserves more attention in the future. My friend, I pull my helmet before you *bows*But I wish a bit more chatting in the future and a good way to 2014 the next yeah. hehe :3
Fenrixion I don't want to forget you, Fenri. we don't know each other for long now but you have a great and nice person just like you're an awesome artist. Sadly we don't chat much recently and I again want to thank you for the great chibis of Pikuna and me, well I guess you see at our icons we like 'em hehe. x3 Maybe we can play some games in the future or do trades, I got you as a good friend and I don't want to miss you, thank you for the awesome time together. I wish you the best things for 2013 and that your art will become at least twice as awesome as it already is x3
Namie for her in german, sorry ;3hach ja, wir kennen uns ja auch noch nicht lange, wirklich nicht lange und auch mehr sporadisch, was ich aber wirklich wirklich WIRKLICH gerne in Zukunft ändern würde. Ich entschuldige mich noch mal für das ganze Theater wegen niht zurückschreiben und so, aber das hatten wir ja schon x3
Ich hab auch einfach gesehen, dass du ein sehr liebes Mädchen bist und dass dir auch einige Dinge passiert sind, die wirklich schrecklich sind.
Ich hoffe, dass all das Schlechte, Schlimme und Üble, was dir 2012 widerfahren ist mit 2013 ein Ende hat. Du bist eine starke Frau und eine ehrliche, freundliche Person. Hossa! x3
MNXenX001 Oh Xennie, where should I begin. I know we don't chat much but it's always funny and great to have a little conversation with you pal.I don't want to miss the fun from there and maybe we can chat a bit more in the future hehe ^w^ since I really look up to you as an artist :3
Well I hope for it but for now I wish you the best 2013 in the world.
I also want to thank my great friends from my group conversation, Bosco, Ferno, Toddy, Ventus, Flare, Kaddi and Schocky. I am only sometimes in the chat but it's always funny there,you're cool persons and a great... very great group of awesome people. I'm glad I have you as friends and I really do enjoy the chats with you.
I also want to thank
Zwiebelritter, 
Shizuuya and 
SeliamYou three are also great great people I trust and enjoy talking and chatting to. You're awesome, you're very great friends and you are good good people I really would miss, if I wouldn't have them. For you I wish the best to happen in 2013 and that you will rock it off! :3Last but not least I want to give my greetings to all people I know,
Future-Dreamer, 
Rimfire, 
Snowfyre, 
Metalrenamon, 
Danielssj 
Pandablubb 
Thundereus 
BirdyBirdBird 
Iceydramon 
Slifer 
Ecko7 
HyenaCream 
Furblade, from MSN and everywhere Schwarznebel, Nakamura, Rose, Selma, Sol, Chakat and all I didn't named here but talk to and chat with me.People, all of you, my dear watchers, all of you are awesome. You are awesome because you watch and care I enjoy beeing your friend, you all made my life better, for four years I have been now in this fandom, and I can tell you that I'm not the same person anymore as I was when I came here.
I was weak, depressive, lonely, nobody ever cared for me, I could never trust anyone, but all that changed when I came to the fandom. I met people I can trust, I can tell things and don't look strange (at least not too strange) at me. Friendly people are rare and you all deserve to be called this.
All of you somehow gave me a hand and lifted me up out of the darkness I was covered in. For that I finally want to say thanks. You all are the reason I can be here and type this... you all saved my life somehow and changed it. I changed like 180 degrees in another direction and that's a good thing....
Well if there are peopel who don't see this you can be free to tell them this... I would be very thankful... so for all of you, I want to say only... have a great 2013 and kick it up!
I'm INCtastic and I'm glad you read my journal :3
thank you - I hope the same for you X3
Why shouldn't I mention you? :3 You're one of my close friends - I don't say it's a bad thing that you write a lot xD it's just me with my "AHHHH! SO MUCH TEXT! RUN! *fears*" personality XD
Well you are very friendly and patient X3 and your comments are great - more commentators on this site should be like you then we would get less "Murr" and more awesomeness X3
*dir nen fluffy hug geb*
Alter, wie ihr immer solche Journals schrieben könnt, ich kann des net. xD
*fluffy rehug* 83
tja das ist was Besonderes halt X3
Haha, I feel like Striker two posts up.xD
And tch, of course I won't forget you!xD I never forget all my neesan,niisan, friends and watchers. :D
You're most welcome :D I'm really glad you both liked it ^^ It's really awesome of you both to do so QuQ
Yes, game and AT we shall.
Thanks! I hope so too :D :D
And you too!^^ Keep moving forward :D
hehe strange, isn't it? xD
yay that's great to hear :3
it's only natural for me QwQ
YUSH X3 that shall be great!
^w^ I will move forward 83
You will improve as long as you have a will to do it.
Happy new year to ya. ^^
to this there is no doubt X3
Thanks <3 You too :3
Zuerst einmal: WAAAAH Q//u//Q
Warum bin ich so weit oben? D///:
Das habe ich doch nun wirklich nicht verdient QwQ
*fieps* Aber danke dir.
Es bedeutet mir wirklich sehr viel, auch wenn es vielleicht nicht so aussieht >//u//<
Jedenfalls arbeite ich derzeit daran, alles was schiefgelaufen ist, wieder gerade zu rücken.
Zumindest tu ich mein möglichstes meine Lage etwas zu verbessern.
Eines habe ich jedenfalls gelernt im letzten Jahr: Man darf nicht aufgeben, auch wenn es noch so schlecht aussieht.
Mag sein, dass das der einfachste weg ist, aber genau das ist falsch. Wenn man das tut, schafft man es umso schwerer wieder hoch zu kommen.
Alleine der gedanke an meine freunde und familie, und deren glücklichen gesichter zu sehen,
das alleine gibt mir kraft all das durchzustehen :3
Auch zeichnerisch ist es ähnlich. Wenn man mal was nicht hinbekommt, dann ist das okay.
Ich lege immer direkt wieder meinen Zeichenkram weg wenn ich nichts auf die reihe bekomme...
(Ich will zeichnen, bekomme aber nichtmal das einfachste auf die reihe... das habe ich sehr oft)
Stattdessen gehe ich mich einfach nur für ein paar minuten hinlegen, musik ins ohr, und träumen XD
Meh o.--.o
Ich schreibe wieder bissel zu viel...
Also dann ich verfussel mich dann mal wieder XD
Weil du eine meiner aktivsten und besten freundeskontakte bist 83
doch hast du und eigentlich noch mehr X3
*mitfieps* gerne doch :3
doch ich seh schon dass du dich wirklich wirklich sehr freust :3
genau X3 nicht aufgeben - das ist eine der besten sachen die man machen kann 83
Der einfachste weg ist nicht automatisch der richtige Weg x3 - ganz genau :3
super x3
glaub ich dir vwv hab ich auch oft
das hört sich auch gut an :3 ein wenig ablenken ist dann immer gut
ach so viel isses ja nicht X3
okay *wink* 83 wir seh'n uns in Skype