mmk so I guess I should go ahead & do one of those posts

this year has been fucking intense, in multiple ways. i've moved out & been on my own, been thrown in jail, and (recently!) have made amends with my parents, although that's still a little sketchy. but here have some resolutions because it's not even 2012 anymore so FUCK THAT

-do more in the fandom!
I kind of fell out of the fandom this year, didn't go to cons, started getting really uninspired with my commissions. I def want to go to HELLA CONS & maybe even fursuit around & get to know the ABQ group!

-get internet!
so I can do more livestreams & junk! I need to interact with people more & not having house internet does not help at all.

-get on T (maybe!)!
still kinda shift on this front, but I'd really really love to take the next step, or at least get into therapy & get on my way to transitioning. I also wanna come out to everyone I need to come out to, but things need to be discussed first, so we'll see how that goes.

-extend the family!
I mean it's not like I haven't been trying, heh. but I'd love to get someone else in on our little group & try this thing out for real.

-make plans to do an abroad/exchange program!
I'm thinking either in NY so I can also do an internship at Troma, or New Zealand!!! it all depends on my fundage & what classes i have knocked out, but I want to at least start planning!

-break out of this funk!
I'm really hoping therapy & maybe T will help with the depression & anxiety issues I've been having lately, I'm getting kinda fed up with them :T

-get something made!
either a really rad con video, or an actual movie. I want something for my porfolio!

-leave the country with asher~
all on our own!!! I've never been out of the country without my parents, and he's not been out of the country, period. we need more adventures!

-do that jar thing!
there's been a thing on tumblr going around where you put a slip of paper with something positive that happened every time something good goes down, and then read them at the end of the year. kinda cheesy, but I tend to forget the little things

-journal/art more!
this is always a resolution, haha. i need to ^^^ remember things more & learn how to doodle, cause i really don't doodle all that much!


I think that's it for now, I might add things later idk